All I want is.......

Letter#21: From Bella to Alex

My dear Alex,

I'm so happy to receive your letter. I hope you and Jake are good and happy together. Thanks a lot for all the gifts. I really loved the dress that you sent to me. I absolutely love it. We would have loved it more if you would also be here someday. We miss you a lot.

I'm so happy that you've finally found someone to live your present and dream your future with. You and Jake are so lucky to have each other. I never thought that Jake would ever tell you his feelings. You might not like it but I felt the concern in his words for you when you were taken to the hospital. He always stayed by your side even though Sam tried to send him away for so many times. He was adamant to stay beside you. I sensed that there was some more meaning to his care and concern for you but I never let the thought fit in my mind as you loved Ivan. 

Now that you've let your walls down, I'm sure you'll let yourself to enjoy your life to the full. You missed a lot of time and now you have to make up for all the lost time. Just love Jake with all your heart because he didn't do anything bad to you. He doesn't deserve to be starved of your love. Don't think about people. They always want some gossip. It shouldn't matter to you anymore. You have someone to look forward to. Someone who has been waiting for you for so long. Someone you never noticed loved you.

Life gave you a second chance to make things right as you wish for yourself. Not everyone is that lucky. Its a gift and it maybe something better than what was already there in your life. Every day is a second chance. Just avail this chance to make things right in your life with Jake at your side. Jake is the person who will make you forget your dark past and dream about a wonderful future. Love comes to those who hope after disappointment,  who believe after betrayal and still love after they've been hurt badly. 

It's okay to be scared but you have to get out there, open up, love, make mistakes and start over again. Remember the days when you no longer thought about continuing your life, you were finding reasons to continue your life. Now you have such a wonderful reason to start over your life. People never lose anything when they talk behind our backs and gossip. It is we who lose everything. Don't care about them just care about what matters to you. 

Life is too short to delay anything so just marry your Prince Charming and be his princess before you have second thoughts. I'm really afraid of your second thoughts. He will always keep you happy. I'm sure of that. 

Decide a date and let us know. I can't wait to see my dear Alex as a bride. Alice and Lawrence are too excited. Alice was practically jumping in excitement when I told her the news. 

Always be happy. Thank you so much for the gifts once again. Take care.

                                                                                                                                                                   Bella