My Depression thoughts

Types of cutters

The attention cutter
They are the ones that cut for you to see, to see how hurt they are. They need a a friend to see that they are hurt, they are broken. The question is, are you going to be that friend that helps or are you going to just say "hey and how are you" when you don't really care.

The cutter that hides
They are the ones that hides there cuts and from society (I don't blame you tbh). They don't go out anymore they just want to hide because they are scared of what's out there or what's going to happen if they step into the world. You've already been hurt so many times but whatever's out there you can't take it anymore. (Some of you might not be like this but) some just want someone to help them not to be so scared.

Voices in your head cutter (this doesn't mean your crazy I'm not trying to say that ok)
They are the ones that cut because the voices in there head tell them to. You don't know how the voices got in or how to get them out. Sometimes you stay up all night because of the voices or you can't focus because of them. The voices drain all the happiness out of your life they convince you that your worthless, nobody likes you,etc... but you try and try to drown that voice out but it keeps going and going till you can't take it anymore.

The tough cutter
You cut because it makes you strong or you want to be tougher. You go through so much crap that you can't take it anymore so you cut and say you deserve this your to weak you need to be stronger. It's so hard to keep those tears back but you do and everyone thinks that your strong because that's you but no. Your weak, you want to cry till there are no tears left, you just want to take that mask of but you can't because you've been strong for so long you don't know what people are going to say. Everyone looks up to you or your there for people but it's tiring to put that mask on every day.

You might have some other reason you selfharm sorry I didn't put it in but these are just some that I've seen in people (I'm a little of all of them except the attention on I HATE BEING LOOKED AT) but hope you like this chapter