My Depression thoughts

My Poem

In her room in the dark
Then she feels something's about to start.
Tear start to form in her eyes
Then the tears turn to cries.
She sits there cry after cry
It's because of the lies.
The lies she tells
The lies she reserves
It's so bad
She can barely breathe.
She breaks hearts because
She is broken
It's like depression said
You are chosen.
She cuts her wrist
Slit after slit
Knowing she will never fit.
She goes into her room at 9:00
And she's still up and it's 3:00
Telling depression just let me be.
She cries out without making a sound
As her happiness keeps going down and down.
Listening to music trying to drown out the voices in her head
As she lays in her bed.
She sees the the blood dripping on her bed
So she goes to the bathroom trying not to
Wake her parents up
She makes a sound and says
OOH FUCK.
She gets a wet rag and goes of to bed
Then her dad came in to find her shut eyes and
Resting head.
When he left she sat back up wiping the blood of her wrist
While she was rubbing she wondered why do I do this.
She lays her head down puts her earbuds in
Trying to fall asleep while she thinks about her sins