*This is kinda a love letter to my crush but not really*
Why don't you love me the way I do to you
Is it my personality, looks or am I not your type
Because I need to know if it's something I can change in myself
Or I should just forget it cause I can't take these night crying about how you love someone else
The way you make me think you care a little bit more about me than everyone else
YOU MAKE ME SO MAD
And yet I love you
You make my mind go in this tiring circle of he loves me, he loves me not
It's funny we trust in a flower petal instead of asking ourselves
We are so afraid of what you'll say and how it will make us feel
WORDS, if you think about it it's kinda strange we let words control us sometimes
Control our feelings, our actions
Word that can be forgotten the next day
I'm getting off track of why I'm writing this
So I'm going to end it here but I advise you to be careful
Because the thing you do and say can put someone under a spell of love that you don't mean to do
But it will still hurt the other person just as much
So goodbye friend, stranger, partner, foe whatever it is goodbye hope to talk again once more
Yours truly " secret admirer "
YOU ARE READING
My Depression thoughts
Non-FictionDepression, my thoughts, triggering, this is stuff in my head and I needed to get it out somehow I don't post frequently so
