Why do I feel like crying
But there's no tears
Why do I want to scream
But when I try it's just silence
Why is it that I feel empty
But when I slit my wrist
I feel relief
Maybe if I slit my wrist one more time
I can finish it
Finish this emptiness
Finish the feeling of wanting to cry my eyes out
Scream till I have no voice and even then
Scream till I get it back
You say your always there for me
Then why do I not trust you
I want to but I just can't
I want to look at myself and be happy of how I look
I'm tired of looking at shit every time I look in the mirror
To be honest I feel like I'm dead but still living
I fake my happiness so you won't think I'm being dramatic or weird
YOU ARE READING
My Depression thoughts
Non-FictionDepression, my thoughts, triggering, this is stuff in my head and I needed to get it out somehow I don't post frequently so
