It seems like people are not even real anymore
They put on this fake mask, fake personality and you never truly see someone for who they really are until you spend time with them and get to know them better
But that's the hard part because when you trust someone and you let them in
Your vulnerable, naked you let them see the real you and it's scary but we do it
Maybe it's because we need to talk our feelings out or we need a shoulder to cry on
Or is it we think this person will fill that empty hole in us that we can't because we're to weak
I've learned to keep my wall up no matter how close we are
I can't go through the same pain over and over again
I don't wanna be left broken on the floor
Spending the whole night thinking I was so stupid to trust someone like that
I'm guilty of putting on a fake smile but I don't want to
I just want to be real
YOU ARE READING
My Depression thoughts
Non-FictionDepression, my thoughts, triggering, this is stuff in my head and I needed to get it out somehow I don't post frequently so
