DARE starco |bad boy au book one|✔️

"I..I really am a monster"

Another chappie another day..
Nah it's the same boring ass day

Anyway thank you -SecretlySilent for spamming the hell outta this book I appreciate it :)

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Marcos POV

We met again Diaz..

..monster arm..you were supposed to be erased!

Yes..but it's eclipsa's spell..and even though it's in YOUR brain she still posses the ability to control me..and you..

Who..the..fUCKING..hell..is..eclipsa?!

Ah..I guess the princess didn't tell you anything at all..

She..she..kept a lot of things hidden from me! Sure it makes me pissed but..

But what..? you love her? I beg to differ..if you really did love her..you wouldn't hurt her..

I didn't hurt her! You did! it's all fucking you!

Stop rejecting the truth Diaz..all of it was not me..the start was all you..

No no no no! I would never fucking hurt her! So stop mind tricking me you stupid ARM!

Diaz..I am literally connected to your brain and your heart..so you can't lie to me..even if you had the chance..

I-I'll just erase you again!

...

I-it's not working..

Heh..that spells 10 times stronger now..so you won't have a chance..

...you're a damn arm..there's gotta be away to shut you down for good!

Wait! Star! I can just tell her to help me!

You think star will help you? After what you did to her I beg to differ Diaz..you hurt her..and now your going to hurt yourself..

No..no..I refuse to believe that I hurt her! I w-won't believe!..I won't..I.

Remember when you first met her..? You were using her..you were mentally abusing her..who's the monster now? And you haven't even changed..you're still like that to her but..too idiotic to notice..

No..I didn't I..

Do you want me to show you all the horrible things you have done to her?!

I..I didn't!-

Fine have it your way

Flash back

I was just having lunch at the café with Janna and Oscar...We were talking about the dare Janna had given me yesterday..that little brat..

"Hey..where is blonde anyway?" Oscar said raising an eyebrow..why does he even care anyway..? Whatever..

"I don't care...but I know who should care..!" Janna said pinching my left check I groan why does bad luck always strike me?!

"Hey! Why haven't you made a move on her I thought you would start today in the morning!" Janna said as she slapped the back of my head..

"Hey! It isn't my fault that she came late in the morning and yes I did search for her!" I yelled at them, Janna and Oscar looked in disbelief..."WHAT?!"

"LIES!" Both of them said in unison standing up from there seats with angry expressions on their faces.. "She would never be unpunctual she has always been like that!" Oscar said...how the hell should I know that!

"WHAT?! I am telling the truth! you can ask anyone from Mrs Jewels class...Heck I was even there too!" I said standing up from my seat as well facing both of them..hey you could tell I was there I was straight up winking at her..but she just glared...argh preppy girl

"Hmm.. Who was in Mrs Jewels class anyway.." Janna said looking around with a perplexed look on her face

Well I never really even thought about it I just thought it was me and boredom in that class..well we do know one person in our cla- no, I hate her..

"Hey Jackie's in that class!" Oscar exclaimed with a smile on his face..just thinking about Her wants me to punch everyone here "Oscar, I thought I told you to shut up about her!" I held him by the neck no one was staring at us they didn't care
"L-look m-man I am Sorr-

"Marco let go!" Janna said I glared at her and turned back to him "fine" I simply said as I was releasing him from my grasp "okay, Marco we believe you...now go find miss blonde..!" Janna said as she was shoving me to the exit..
I am trapped doing this....okay Diaz you have no choice do it or lose it...

I was right now in the hallway finding her..goddamn where could she be! I checked everywhere! As I was walking I was greeted with sobs ,must be a girl.. I walked over to the sound and saw a girl sitting in the corner... wearing a blue princess dress sobbing her eyes out..her eyes were covered with her hands...is she..blondie...?

"Why?" She spoke was more tears came on her face..I still couldn't see her eyes her hands were still covering them

"Why what blondie..?" I said curiously..her hands were removed from her eyes..now I could see beautiful crystal blue but her eyes were lifeless and dull she had dark circles under her eyes..we're fully red from crying and were still in tears.....I don't like this..I don't like why she's like this...WHY DO I HAVE THESE THOUGHTS IN MY HEAD! I DON'T EVEN KNOW HER YET!

"LEAVE ME ALONE!" She said...her voice it sounded like an Angel...but it was still...broken..just like she was..

I placed a hand on her shoulder and looked at her in the eyes..

"What's wrong.." I said without thinking..WHAT AM I DOING! WHY AM I ACTING LIKE THIS! Her eyes widened and she took a step back "Stop this, I don't even know you.." She sounded baffled..

"Well excuse me! I WAS TRYING TO HELP!" I said yelling at the blondie..would a stranger help you in this state...no! They would just walk away!

"I don't want your help" she said as she as going..she ain't going that easy I grabbed her hand and in shock she said "HEY LET ME GO!" I shut her up with my hand but she still kept swarming in my arms..I kept my grip on her until she calmed down

As she calmed down I release my hand on her mouth but didn't let go of her tiny structure "listen.." I Whispered in her ear "I am not doing this for you..I am doing this for me.." I looked at her and studied all her features...she looks confused and somewhat disgusted

"Why?! And who are you! " she said trying to get out of my grasp but I was to strong for her...geez this girl was demanding..and I have to make her fall in love with me

Flash back end

I..I knew I said that but I didn't mean it

Still denying it huh..pathetic..do you want me to show you more?

NO!

Oh finally admitting to the truth now Diaz..?

I..I don't want to see..all the times that I..I

Oh my god..I..I really..did..hurt her..

I thought has tears came out from my eyes..

..I really am a monster
I really am a fucking monster!