Unexpected Love

Chapter 1

P.O.V Cortnee

*one week earlier*

At end of this week I will be going to England with my best friend Carly. We both have had terrible break ups. I was cheated on, but that relationship was bond to end because of how abusive he was. Carly couldn't stand her boyfriend and just dumped him. I guess hers wasn't so bad as mine but still. Carly is very much so a directioner , it was her idea to go to England. I like one direction, i really do but she is over the top in love with them. 

At the moment were at her mum's house in her kitchen listening to One Direction and 5sos. We were dancing around the kitchen acting crazy. He mum walks in a just watches us and laughs. " I'm gonna miss you ,gals" her mum said. "Mum, you can always face-time us. oh wait we will busy being one  directions girlfriends" Carly said.

"She actually thinks we are gonna meet them" I said

My phones goes off from a tweet, Carly grabs my phone and without saying another thing she runs up the stairs and grabs her laptops, and runs back down nearly falling down the stairs. I couldn't help but laugh. "Why did you run upstairs like that" I said through my laughs. " TWIT-CAM" she panted.

We walked into the family room and plugged the laptop into the TV and watched the twit-cam. Once One Direction got on to the screen, everything went quiet. I was watching while coloring in a coloring book. All the boys expect Liam was there, I thought that was weird. Carly was nearly drooling over Harry talking.After  a few minutes , I heard the sweet ,soft British voice of Liams. I looked up from my coloring book and watched him talk. I don't know what it was but he would always have my attention, I wasn't a major fan of theirs, and i wouldn't be crying and screaming in their faces if i were to ever meet them. After an hour of the twit-cam they got off and we had to start packing her stuff so we move to England. Luckily, her mum already went to England for us and set up our flat for us, all we have to pack is our clothes and extra stuff.

"Mum said the flat looks good with the furniture she bought." Carly said

"I cant wait to see it , and be able to be on our own. With no one to boss us around"

"We can party as much we want. And put One Direction as loud as we want"

"Haha of course you would say that" I snorted.

A few more days and we can do whatever we want. I'm just counting down the days. While Carly was still packing I decided to go on my laptop and start typing up my blog, the only place were I can express myself. I have been battling with depression and suicidal thoughts. Carly knew about me cutting but she thinks I have stop. I have try to stop but lately it seems to be getting harder. I just like to keep to myself now and not let anyone know what I'm thinking or feeling. I rather be alone but Carly does know how to keep me distracted from the thoughts.

"Cortnee, I can't wait to go. These days have been going so slow" she said snapping me out of my thoughts.

"Yeah, I know." I put a fake smile on.

A few hours of being at Carly's house I had to go home so I can pack my final things. I got into my car and blasted my music on the way to home.Once I got home, i rushed up the stairs and try to avoid my family. I put my music on in my room and started to pack. My mum knocked on my door." Can you go away please" i try to sound polite. I don't get along with my family, I am usually at Carly's. That's why i am trying to pack as fast as I can, so I can go back to her house. My mum walks in anyways. "Excuse me, my daughter is leaving in a few days, so stop being a little bitch and spend time with me." I ignored her and put my music louder . I shoved all my clothes into the suitcase. " Mum. I'm leaving for a reason. And that is to get away from this hell hole" I pushed past her and push my suit cases down the stairs so i wont have to do tons of trips." CJ, can you help me put myself in the truck" I asked my oldest brother. " Of course sis" I wasn't going to miss my mum, dad ,step mum or step dad.. I was going to miss all my siblings. My siblings promised to visit me and I said i would try to visit them. 

I kissed all my siblings good-bye and told them to call me whenever they want. I told them in the future they could come live with me. CJ was coming to England with me but in a different flat. I headed off to Carly's house. Once I got to her house, I couldn't get myself out of my car. I just sat in my car and stared at my lap. I was thinking about my whole life so far and couldn't help but start to cry. My life was completely fucked up, I just couldn't wait to go to England. I just need a new start. After 30 minutes of breaking down , I calmed down and went inside to Carly's room.

"Hey my beautiful best friend" Carly greeted me.

"Hey lovely" i laughed and sat on her bed " want to talk watch some Netflix?" I continued. She nodded her and came to the bed and watched Netflix on my laptop. She ended up falling sleep while watching Twisted. I was up for most of the night just thinking about what do to once I get to England. I was started to get sleepy until my phone went off:

From: Asshole for Ex

Hey im sorry. please take me back.

 I put my phone down on the night stand and i cried myself to sleep.