I woke up next to Demi with my head on her chest. Her arms were wrapped around my waist hugging me protectively. I looked over at the clock on the bedside table. Demi was busy focusing on the tv to even realize that I was awake. I kissed her chest up to her jawline then stop. She giggled and looked at me and kissed my nose. I smiled and sat up, leaning on the head rest. Demi switched off the tv and turned to face me with her hands holding mine.
"How you feeling babygirl?"
I just shrugged amd looked down on our hands. Demi brought my head back up and kissed me.
"Hey, how bout we go to the beach hmm?"
I just nod and stood up walking to the bathroom. I stared at my reflection in the full length mirror, admiring my body.
'HEY FATASS'
Oh no their back..
'Miss us?"
'She will leave you as soon as she continues on her tour.'
'She's just using you.'
"Shut up!" I whispered/yelled to myself.
"You know we won't.'
'She hates you'
' Who will want to be with a worthless fatass like you?'
"STOP!"
They finally stopped and tears were streaming down my face. I covered my face with my hands and cried sliding down the wall. I felt Demi's arms wrapped around me as she bury my face on her chest trying to calm me down. My breathing was unstable. I was crying and sobbing non-stop. Demi brought me to her lap and rocked me back and forth as she hummed to the song skyscraper. I finally calm down as we stayed in that position for a few minutes than she release me. She kissed my head and stood up with me still cradled in her arms. She walked back to the bedroom and sat me on bed facing her. She was kneeling down holding my hands and wiping away the tears that were still falling.
"I'm s-sorry you h-had to see t-that.." I said and looked down.
"Hey hey, look at me." I look up to her as tears starts to fall down my cheeks again. She wiped it off and stroked my cheek with her thumb.
"You don't have to be sorry okay? Everybody has their breakdowns. Now talk to me, what's wrong?"
"The demons kept screaming at me. Telling me that you were just using me. That you don't love me, and you are going to leave me once your tour starts. I don't want to lose you Dems."
"I'm not gonna leave you okay? Not ever. I love you. So so much baby girl. And I'm totally not using you. You're not gonna lose me. And I'm not gonna lose you. Don't listen to them baby. Don't let them get to you."
"But what about your tour?"
She was silent for a few minute then she speaks up.
"I'm bringing you with me." "But-" "No buts. I'm bringing you with me and thats final. I don't care what my manager has to say. I'm not gonna leave you behind." She said. A smile crept to my face as I jumped and hugged her tightly and repeatedly saying thankyou. She giggled and hugged me back.
"Uhm, babe, too tight. Can't breathe." I let go immediately and said sorry.
"Haha it's okay. You still up to go to the beach?"
"Can we just stay here and cuddle?" "Anything for my babygirl," She kissed me as we sat on the bed and cuddle. I couldn't be more happy when being with her. And I hope we could last to the longest...
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(The next morning)
DEMI'S POV
The smell of pancakes filled my nose as I wake up and rubbed my eyes. I brush my teeth and went to the kitchen to see Dani cooking while singing. She didn't noticed me yet, so I walked towards her without making any noise and wrapped my arms around her waist.
"Goodmorning baby," I whispered in her ear and kissed her cheek.
"Oh my god! Demi, you scared me," She jumped and turned around to face me.
I giggled and kissed her. She turned off the gas and pouted.
"I'm sorry baby. But did you know that you have an AMAZING voice? You should sing with me on stage some day," I said emphasizing the amazing and winked. Well, she really does have an amazing voice.
She blushed and turned away looking down covering her face with her hands.
"Aww, don't cover your face baby. You look cute when you blushed," I giggled and pulled her hands away from her face and held on to it. She blushed again and look down on her toes. I tilt her head to me and kissed her nose.
"I've made you breakfast, then I need to talk, no, I need to tell you something. Something that you should've known earlier," She said almost whispering the last part, I can barely hear it. I just nodded in response and pour some apple juice for Dani and myself while she put the pancakes on the plate.
While we were eating, I realized that Dani was just playing around with her food and been staring into space. I put my hand on hers that was resting on the table, she jumped a little and looked at me.
"Babe, you feeling okay?" "Uh yeah. I'm just thinking."
I decided to let it go for now and just ask her later. We finished our breakfast and I helped to put our plates in the dishwasher since Dani has made us breakfast. She went up to our room and lay down on the bed. I decide to give her some space to think and went to sit on the couch and watch some movie on Netflix.
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After the movie was over, I heard my phone beeped. I looked at the screen and see that Dani has texted me.
- Can you come up for a moment? I need to talk to you.
- You okay baby?
-Yeah, sure. Just come.
-Okay, I'll be up in a sec.
I went up to our room and saw that Dani was sitting at the edge of the bed staring blankly at the wall. I just stood there watching her. After a few minutes, she saw me standing at the doorway and she pat the spot beside her. I walked to her and sat down next to her. I held her hands and rubbed them with my thumbs.
"Dani, talk to me baby. What's going on? You're scar-" I was cut off by Dani putting her finger on my lips.
"Demi, I-I..."
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Our Love ( A Demi Lovato Fanfic)
FanfictionDanielle Thompson, a 18 year old from the US, was 11 when she first started self-harming. Her parents passed away in a car accident when she was 10. She lives in a mansion with her housemaids. Little did she know one day a world known celebrity, 21...