Dear Cody,
At school on Friday you seemed so happy
Normal
Or I was oblivious
I couldn't see how much you were hurting
Chloe knew
She knew you were hurting
She didn't know it was that bad
You died on Saturday
That Saturday I was shopping for glasses
Think about it
While I was shopping for glasses
You were bleeding out on the floor
And I didn't even realize it
I did hear an ambulance go by my house
I didn't think about it
But we lived close to each other
So it was probably for you
Chloe found out as soon as it happened
Give a few hours
Your mom called her
You two had just gotten back together on Friday
You had died
Shot yourself right in the head
And Chloe couldn't do a thing
I found out later that night
I thought it couldn't be true
I thought it was a sick joke my stepbrother was playing on me
He told me and I didn't believe him...
I messaged my other friends
I found out it was true
I was so numb
I haven't cried that hard ever
I didn't go to school the next day
Chloe went to the asylum
I didn't talk to many people
I didn't go to our hangout spot
We called it the square
It's been over a month and I still haven't been to the square
I shiver every time I walk by there
I reminds me to much of you
