Dear Cody
Have you ever gotten
To the point
Where
You just can't cry
Anymore
I'm at that point
Someone I love
Tried to die last night
And someone I knew died this morning
But I can't cry anymore
Why can't I cry?
Why do I surround myself
With death
Maybe it's because
I try and fix it
Maybe it's because
I try to help people
Helping people
Is both a
Blessing
And a
Curse
But I can't help everyone
Even if I try to
Because most of the time
They don't listen
To me
I don't expect
A pity party
For myself
I just wish
The endless deaths
Would stop
