Dear Cody
One and a half more days of school left in twenty minutes
That's when school gets out today
Today is Tuesday
Last day is a half day on Thursday
Am I excited?
No
I'm terrified
This year was wonderful
And horrible
All at once
But I don't want to go into detail
Because I'm not here
To talk about me
I'm here
To talk about you
This summer will be weird
Because your not here
We were going to hang this summer
But it's to late for that
Oh yeah
Almost forgot
I gave my speech about you
In English
One girl I know
Havelyn
She said
That she would have cried giving the same speech
But I didn't cry
Mostly because I couldn't
And some because I wouldn't
You see
My anti anxiety meds
Suppress emotion
So I can't cry easily
And I wouldn't cry
Because every other girl in my class
Who gave a sad speech cried
I was the only one who didn't
Out of the girls anyway
But Cody
Schools almost over
And your not going to be here
Thinking about graduating in three years
It will be sad
Knowing you never will
