Dear Cody,
I'm sitting on a trampoline right now
It's dark
Today wasn't good
I went to therapy
That didn't help
Because I had a dream about you
A dream that we could see you
That you weren't gone
You were still here
Still here
I talked about you today
I talked about you with Ridge
I almost cried
Ridge is so nice though
He wouldn't care if I cried
I wrote your death date on one of my shoes
Ridge thought that I was dating you
When I told him it was the day you died he felt bad
I told him not to worry about it
You never knew Ridge
Or his brother Nick
You would have liked them
They just moved here
They moved here a week before you died
Their so nice to me
They also like pot so that would have been a plus on your account
I know you didn't smoke that often though
Only with Marc
Chloe didn't let you smoke around her
She thought it would be bad to see her like that
Now she smokes a lot
She also drinks a lot
She cuts too
But I can't be hypocritical because I did too
I was supposed to go to Mallory's tonight
She got grounded
She's also a mess because you died
Her and Chloe aren't friends anymore
You remember how it was
They were inseparable for five years
Then you died
We've all been drifting apart
Marc dosen't talk to me anymore
He's going out with Adri again too
He and Abby broke up
Abby's a mess
Laura dosen't talk to anyone
Colette dosen't like any of us anymore
And Katie's trying to keep us all together
We're a mess
