Dear Cody
For the first time in many months
I am extremely happy
Remember the guy
I said I had found
Well
We're dating now
His name is Christian
We live far from each other
But in a way I'm glad that we do
You see
My anxiety disorder
Prevents me from having relationships
I always end up getting to afraid
And I back out
I can't be the only one who does this
But anyway
Having a long distance relationship
To me
Is easier
Sure I would love to see him everyday
But my messed up brain wouldn't allow that
I wish it would
But it doesn't
We're getting off track here
We were supposed to be talking about your life
Not mine
I guess it's because no one cares about my life
I try to talk to others about my life
But they don't care
I mean why should they
They have their own problems
I don't need to burden them
With mine
