Dear Cody
Life is spiraling downward
Again
I can't control
Everything
I guess I'm like a
Control freak
In that way
I want to have control over
Every
Little
Thing
That happens to me
So that way
I won't get hurt
I won't die
I will have the perfect life
But nobody's life
Is perfect
Right?
I mean
Some people have great lives
They don't have to worry about
Money
Like being able to pay bills
Their parents have great jobs
They live in three story houses
In peaceful neighborhoods
Without worry
Of people trying to hurt them
But I have to worry
You had to worry
Because keeping our shields up
Sometimes isn't enough
