Dear Cody
Today was the last day of school for us
People were crying
Laughing
People threw pies in teachers faces even
And friends are moving away
Megan is moving to L.A. or New York
Nick is moving to North Carolina
Chloe is moving to Oregon this coming Tuesday
It's sad
But I won't cry
To many tears have been shed on my account
To many
People ask me sometimes
Why I write to you
I say
Because I miss you
You know
People say it's supposed to get easier
After a death
But for me
It only gets harder
And I've been worried
Usually
My depression lets up by now
It's summer
It's supposed to be gone during the summer
But so far
It's still here
Why is it still here Cody?
I don't know what's wrong with me
Sometimes it just doesn't make since
Like this chapter
It's just me rambling on
But
To hell with being normal
