Lifeline [2moonstheseries]

Ch. 2 : That Boy (Forth POV)

Forth Pov

Man college life has been such a drag. I just wanna move on from it. It's not that I hate it. It's just long. I was walking near the entrance of the University and saw one of my Nongs. I think his name was Ming? He was walking with another boy. The boy was short but cute. He seemed to be full of excitement as he dragged Ming along. Seeing them hold hands brought a tinge of jealousy.

"Wait why am I jealous? I don't even know the boy." I whispered quietly to myself.

That boy was really adorable though. I watched as he smiled and laughed alongside Ming. Then in an instant, like the world was on pause he stopped moving. It looked like he was scared of something or someone? He ran behind Ming and looked from behind towards someone. He looked so upset that he looked like he was crying. No, wait! He was crying. He was crying because of... I turn my head to the direction he was looking and saw that he was staring at Pha.

*sigh*

What did my idiot of a friend do now? Especially to this cute Nong. I turned back to where Ming stood and he held the boy in a protective grip. His face went from all giggly and smiley with the boy to a face full of disdain. He turned around and held the boy in a close hug and they walked out towards the front gates together. Something was up and I wanted to know.

Those boys had piqued my curiosity and I wanted to figure out what was going on. I walked over to Pha and gave him a whack on the back of his head

"What the fuck was that for!" He yelled rubbing the spot I smacked him on.

"You scared one of our cute Nongs. He seemed quite afraid of you. So what did you do?" I questioned.

"I didn't do anything! Fuck that hurt you know!"

"Knowing you and your demeanor you probably did something," I said laughing at his pain.

"And knowing you and YOUR demeanor you're probably going to be the playboy you are and go for this "cute" Nong of ours and try sleep with him." He mocked.

"Shut it Pha! I just haven't found the right guy yet." I said.

"You're wasting your time looking for that boy." He said

"And YOU'RE wasting your time looking for your Nooooong Yooooo." I teased

"Who the fuck told you that? Damn it Beam and Kit!" He said angrily.

All I could do was laugh as he was embarrassed by my remarks. If only I could go back in time and see him again see that boy and make him mine. His cute face and his big glasses. I looked at my arm and the band he let me keep was still on my arm after all these years.

"I'm serious about the boy I met so long ago Ai'Pha. I want to see him again and make him mine. I fell in love with him at first sight. It makes me sad that I couldn't see him again that I left and probably broke his heart." I said my voice sounding genuine and in pain.

Pha came up from behind and put his hand on my shoulder and then patted me on the back.

"Don't worry Forth. I'm sorry about what I said earlier. But don't you think it might be impossible to find him again? It's just you didn't even get his name so how are you supposed to find him?" Pha said

*sigh* "I know but I'm just praying I can meet him again and make him smile. The day I saw him crying and heartbroken I comforted him. I may have just met him but I felt a spark like it was meant to to be. I'm just hoping that fate can bring us together again so I can apologize and tell him what happened ." I say with a sad look on my face.

I know everyone thinks I'm a playboy but I don't care. I've only gone for cute guys but the thing was I never did anything with them. I just went out with them and asked them if they knew about this band. Rumors spread and guys think I hit it and quit it. But it's not true. For those, I have gone out with they are turned away once I reject sleeping with them. It seems like a lot of them just want sex.

I just want a true genuine relationship and I'm hoping it's with that boy I met back then. I had fallen in love with that boy at first sight but I know what Pha said and maybe he's right maybe I should move on?

Maybe I'll go and check on that boy with Ming and see what was wrong? He's my type haha and maybe that boy can help me move on if he accepts me.

*sigh* This was going to be a long road to recovery.

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Well, this is the 2nd chapter and well I know it wasn't much of a secret lol I didn't know how to keep it as one. But hey its a secret for yo and forth :)