Lifeline [2moonstheseries]

Ch. 18 A Drunken Fools Fate & A Mother's Advice

A/n Baby Yo forgot about Forth D;
If you haven't already seen I started on a new fanfic the pairing is ForthYo! :D I like it so far and would be happy if you gave it a chance! :3

I also wanted to post this because I've been feeling down this whole week. I don't know why just have been. Writing kind of helps so yeah just wanted to get it out there.

Forth POV

Why is fate so fucking cruel?!

"He doesn't remember me!" I yell out before chugging another beer.

After the scene I caused at the hospital I drove to the nearest bar and wallowed in my sorrows.

"Another!" I tell the bartender.

"No! Enough Is this how you're going to deal with this?" a voice behind me goes.

I turned around to find Kit and Beam looking at me in anger and disgust.

"You love him yet here you are getting fucking wasted at a bar. What happened to be by his side forever?" Kit yells.

"You're a fucking sad excuse for a man by running away from his problems by drinking." he continues.

"What the fuck am I supposed to do?! He doesn't remember me! What am I slap him in the face until he remembers me or something?" I yell back.

"If you ever dare hurt Nong Yo we'd fucking kill you. Plus anything is better than this you idiot. Drinking isn't gonna help. This is the one time I've seen you care so much for someone. LIKE OPEN YOUR FUCKING EYES!" Beam screams.

I sat there shocked. Even Kit seems surprised. I've never seen Beam so angry before. He's never yelled at me. Kit yes but Beam? Never.

"Bea.." I try to say but he interjects.

"No Forth. You're fucking blind. You love him and you know that doing this would hurt him if he was here. It hurts me! I LOVE YOU FORTH GOD FUCKING DAMN IT! I LOVED YOU! But you fell for him and now all I want for you is happiness. I care for Nong Yo too and if you continue on like this then you for sure will lose him forever. Like god damn just reintroduce yourself or something. But don't do this to yourself." Beam explains tears running down his face.

"I-I'm sorry Beam I never knew," I say.

I was in utter shock. Have I been so blind not to notice how close he was to me that I couldn't see my friend's feelings? I look at him he wipes the tears off his face with his hand.

"I know... I've already gone through saying you're a blind idiot. So go do something to get your man back before someone else steals him from you. Maybe I will since you don't seem to care." Beam replies with a smirk on his face.

Kit lets out a soft chuckle at Beams statement.

"Hey, maybe I should too since everyone seems infatuated with him." Kit says jokingly.

I could only help but laugh too.

"Sorry boys he's mine. I'm truly sorry Beam for not noticing your feelings. I won't let him get away from me again." I say.

"It's okay P'Forth I know how much you care for Yo and I've finally been able to move on from this unrequited love of mine," he replies.

"Good! Everyone seems to have made up. Now buy us some drinks P'Forth we are in need of one," Kit says gleefully.

"WAIT WHAT?" I ask.

"You didn't think we were gonna give you all that advice for free would you?" Kit answers looking at me with a smirk on his face.