Lifeline [2moonstheseries]

Ch. 14 Thoughts (Kit POV)

A/N: Heya! Like I said my updates are random and its when I feel like I am confident enough to post. I renamed this to Lifeline as I thought it was more appropriate and the old name was always a placeholder.

Kit's POV/Kit's House

I haven't spoken a word to Beam ever since that day we kissed. The only time I see him or talk to him is at school or when we go to visit Yo. He tries to make more conversation but I always make an excuse to leave before anything else can be said. I know I sound like a child but I'm just scared. What do I even say?

*Ring... Ring... Ring..."

Grabbing my phone I look at the Caller ID. It's Beam again. He's been constantly calling me but I never answer. I never hit the decline button I just let it ring to make it seem like I'm busy with something when in actuality I'm not busy at all. All that I have been doing is thinking about Beam and how I have been avoiding him for so long. I'm an idiot and I feel really bad but I'm scared what if he hates me for hitting him? Or he hates me for ignoring him?

*Ring... Ring... Ring..."

Once again it was Beam but I again ignore the call.
"Why can't you just leave me alone?" I said to myself. "I love you but I know you don't feel that way about me. I'm sorry..."

*Ring... Ring... Ring...*

I should pick up the phone I shouldn't ignore his calls forever. I grab my phone and click answer. "Hey Beam." I greeted.

"Hey Beam? That's all you have to say Kit?! After you've been completely dodging me and ignoring my phone calls?!" Beam said angrily.

"I-I'm sorry I have been busy with Family stuff lately." I lied.

"Bullshit Kit! I never ever thought you would lie to me. Your best friend. It seems like we're not friends more like strangers with how you've been treating me." he said.

What Beam said hurt me inside it broke my heart. How did he know I was lying? Maybe he's just saying that for context? I shouldn't say anything and just continue with my story.

"L-lying what do you mean? It's the truth I have just been helping out with Family affairs." I said

"You're lying Kit and I know it. One you stuttered and two I saw your brother and asked him about you. He told me that all you do is lay in bed all day. So stop with the fake stories and talk to me Kit! I miss you. You're my friend and I care but if you keep doing this then I guess there's nothing more to say."

"Beam I just need some space..." I said

"Space? SPACE? How much space do you need?! You've been ignoring me ever since that day. If you hate me I understand and I'm sorry I shouldn't have done that and had no right to. But it's not helping when you just completely shut me out."

I'm laying there on my phone speechless. Tears are falling down the side of my face onto the bed. He's right but I just can't bring myself to say anything. I hear him saying my name over and over expecting an answer.

*Call Ended Beeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeep*

*Ring... Ring... Ring...*

I pick up the phone. Sniffing and crying.

"I-I'm s-so sorry Beam I sh-houldn't have done tha-at." I said

"Beam? Kit are you okay? What happened to you? Why are you crying?" It was Pha! Oh damn what do I say.

"I-It's nothing P-Pha. I'm n-not crying just out of breath from exercising." Smooth one Kit smooth.

"Sure whatever Kit. I don't care what is up between you too and I know when you're lying but that's not the point. I need you to get here to the Hospital as quick as you can." He said

"Why?! What happened is Yo okay?!" I asked

"Yeah he's fine but not for long. His parents want to pull him off life support because they think that he's suffering for being in the state he's in. Forth and I are trying to convince them otherwise but they aren't listening to reason. They haven't made a final decision but they're really contemplating pulling the plug as their choice." He answered.

"What the hell?! But why?! It's like they're murdering their own kid?! I'm going to head over there and help. I don't wanna think about a life without that Kid. He'a grown on all of us and to lose him it's like the world is losing it's light. Give me five minutes."

"Okay. Just hurry. They said they wont make a decision until they at least hear from all of us. I'll call Beam." Pha said and he hung up.

I froze up thinking about what Beam and I just talked about but I shook my head. I need to deal with it. This is about Yo not me. He needs us all to be there for him. I can't just let him leave us. It he does Forth, Pha, and Ming would be devastated more than Beam and I and if Forth is broken and sad then Beam would be too. He loves Forth after all and wouldn't be able to handle Forth's sadness. I put on some clothes and grab my car keys.

"I'm leaving it's an emergency!" I yell before heading out the door. I get in my car and start driving to the Hospital.

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Hi guys! I know this is a short chapter just like the rest and probably the shortest in general but I've been back on my 2moons fanfic bing reading. So I am getting all these ideas in my head! Thank you for your support!