Crush g.d•short story

Dos

6th grade

"May!" I yelled. She turned her head facing me from the crowded room and ran up to me.

"I thought you weren't coming!"

"I know, I changed my mind the second I heard that the food would be free."

"Well good I didn't want to be here either, this dance is lame I'd rather go home and witness my brothers fight over their Xbox games." I chuckled and walked over to a small table and asked the boy behind the counter for a drink.

The room was very dark I could barley make out anyone and worse, I didn't have my glasses on.

"Which drink?" I recognized the voice almost immediately and suddenly forgot how to act normally.

"The um c-can I have two 7up's." He nodded at me with a blank expression  and turned back around grabbing two cans out of the cooler and handed them to me. I tried to keep my hands from shaking so much as I reached out for them.

"Here." He put them both in my hands rather harshly and I quickly walked of.

I couldn't help but feel just a small ping of hurt.

It was the type of hurt of, you know. For example when your laughing in class over I don't know a funny picture and you're all having a good time until someone's ruins it all and says "Ha it looks like you!" And everyone starts laughing at you and feel a bit sad for a second. 

That's what I felt.

You idiot! Why can't you do simple things like interact with other people normally!?

I rolled my eyes at my stupid thoughts and walked over to May who was giggling with this boy in our grade.

"Alright I'll be there in one sec." She twirled facing me and gave me an excited smile.

"Sam I got asked to dance by Ethan!" She whispered rather excitedly.

I was a bit shocked.

Ethan Dolan?
He was Grayson's twin brother. He was cute but I like Grayson better he's just serious and keeps many things to himself. I guess I like that.

I was happy for her but...She was the only best friend I had, I hung out with pretty much no one else except her because I was so shy to even speak a word to anyone else. Well, I was just school friends with at least four other people and usually just spoke to them during breaks.

"That's great." I put on my most excited smile and wished her good luck. I walked off into the bathroom thankful no one was in. I fixed my black dress and smiled in the mirror in hopes of lifting my mood. It made me feel bad which only made me frown instead.

I sighed and made my way back to the dance room. Maya was now dancing with a big group of people and I pursed my lips. I sat down on a small table and took my phone out calling my dad to pick me up. I debated whether to tell her that i'm leaving but why would she care it looks like she's having fun.

I made my way outside. I heard giggling and I furrowed my brows confused to why people would be out here. Then there I saw Grayson talking to three girls. He was laughing along and looked interested in them.

I rolled my eyes and walked away.

He never laughs like that with just anyone.

If only I'd make him laugh that way.

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I'm going to the Doctor tomorrow for a check up and I don't like going welp.
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Today's video was funny but left me thinking. if only nothing was bleeped out especially grays turn on damn it Ethan 😹
But I mean I wouldn't want any of my personal questions out on the Internet for the world to see especially if I were big YouTube.