Mischa's PoV
I want out. I want out of this skin. I was a penis. I don't want boobs. I want a flat chest, defined abs, toned arms, and a chiseled face. I want to go up behind Alex and hold her without feeling my breasts press into my chest. I want to go somewhere, get turned on by how attractive Alex is, and press myself against her.
"Baby? You okay," I heard Alex ask as she put her arms around my waist. I blinked and looked down at her.
"Yeah. Just thinking," I whispered. She pecked my lips and I smoothed her hair down.
"You're so handsome. If you get a small dick, I'm breaking up with you."
"That's rude."
"I'm kidding. Kinda."
"Let's go with no longer than seven but as long as I don't have a pencil dick."
"I mean, it's all about how you use it, right?"
"No. It's not. You can't have a micro penis and use it right. There is no using that," I said. She giggled and laid her head on my chest. "Baby girl?"
"Yes?"
"Can I go shower?"
"I'm coming with!" She got up and ran to the bathroom. I smirked and followed her to the bathroom. I grabbed her and pulled her close, letting my hand drift. "No more."
"Fine," I muttered and she looked at me, making me smile, "kidding. I love you."
"I know." She got in and we did our thing. She's so hot. Why does she do this to me? "So, when is your first therapy appointment?"
"I'm gonna wait until we go to New York. It'll be hard to switch after, so until then I'll just bind and shit."
"I ordered you something." I looked at her and she smiled as we got dressed. She went to her bed and pulled a long. "Well, a lot of things. But, don't be mad."
"Why would I be mad?"
"Because you hate it when I buy you stuff." I grabbed and ace bandage and started binding. She wrapped her arms around me and smiled at me in the mirror.
"How did you even get this?"
"I sent it to my friend's house and she collected it all and brought it to me." I smiled and she fixed the pins that hold my binder on. I pulled a shirt on and went to the box. She sat on the bed and I opened the box, which contained many plastic packages.
"Really?"
"Yes. I'm building suspense. Oh wait. That pink one is mine," she said. I handed it to her and she opened it as I opened mine. I got shirts, boxers, and actually binders.
"Why did you spend so much money on me? Huh," I asked.
"Cause you're my gi-boyfriend and I love you." I smiled at her and sat beside her. I kissed her and she set her bag down. "We just showered."
"I can't kiss my girlfriend now? Tragic," I said and laid down. She cuddled into me.
"You can."
"I know. I do what I want anyways," I replied and shrugged.
"You're a piece of shit," she muttered.
"Hurtful. I have feelings. That's what my dad calls me though. Do better."
"Suck my cock."
"Your job will be so suck my cock," I said and laughed. She glared at me and I smiled.
"You're such an ass."
"You know it, Accuri." She grabbed my hand and smiled. "I want to go to New York alone for the first couple months. Just to get things in order before you come."
