Donny and I haven't talked for days. I don't know. I still don't feel like talking to him. Do I really deserve this? First, we broke up because of his career. And now, Sunny? I don't get it. Why am I the second choice? It's painful to have it that way - knowing that I will never be his first choice. I have been absent for days now and my manager already asked me if I still want to continue being a VJ or not. I don't want to lose my job though, so I said I still want to continue. Only God knows how hard it is for me to be stepping inside the studio again. Everyone is looking at me with pity and judgement. But I never caused a scene. I just ran away. Was it wrong to ran away from the scene? I really don't want to see it. I don't want to believe what my eyes were seeing that time. Donny and Sunny... it hurts so bad.
"Hey.." I'm at lost at words hearing that voice..
I didn't reply.
"Can we talk?" Donny asked. I looked at him with disbelief.
"Seriously, Donny?" I said.
"Tasha.. please. Wait. Let me explain. Listen to me." Donny begged. I never want to hear him beg.
"Donny. Pwede ba? Tama na. Wala namang patutunguhan yung sorry at explanation mo. I don't want to listen. I AM DONE WITH YOU. WITH US." I lied.
"Ganun ganun nalang Tasha? Isusuko mo nalang ba ako?" He asked. I gasped. This guy.
"Donny, ayokong makipagtalo sayo dito. But let me tell you straight. First of all, hindi kita kailangan ipaglaban kasi una palang, talo na ako. IKAW mismo yung sumuko. Nagpatangay. Second, it was your decision to cheat on me. OO, CHEAT. Bali-baliktarin mo man mundo, linoko mo ako. Third, I should've a secured place in your heart. I don't deserve this Donny. Una para sa career mo, masakit kasi ambisyon mo at hindi ako makasabay pero nagparaya ako. Pero ngayong may pagkakataon, sasaktan mo ulit ako. ANG KAPAL KAPAL NG MUKHA MO PARA SABIHING SINUKO KITA!!" I said while tears were falling from my eyes.
He was quiet. I saw Sunny from my sight. She was in disbelief that I said those to Donny. And that's the time that I left. As I walked passed her, she tried to stop me.
"Tasha wait." Sunny said. I looked at her.
"What do you want? Na sayo na si Donny di ba? What else do you want?" I asked.
"Wait, wag ka muna umalis. Please." She said.
"Why? Ibabalik mo si Donny pagkatapos ng secret niyo? Ganun nalang yun Sunny? Wala ng respeto sa relasyon, makuha lang yung gusto?" I said with my bitchy tone. Eh bakit ba? Nasaktan ako e.
"Tasha, makinig ka naman please. We never meant to hurt you. Nagpasama ako sa hospital that one time para tapos na yung hinihingi ko sa kanya.. and that's to be with me. But I didn't expect that he'll remain close after that check up. And things got out of hand..." She said softly.
"Yeah. Out of hand. Haha. Like kissing each other?" I said then leave.
I went directly to my dressing room and my make up artist was in disbelief with everything he just discovered about Sunny and Donny. Everyone knows about it but they never expected that the rumors were true. Hannah and Ate Ella has been messaging me. They have been wanting to talk. I keep on declining because what else are they gonna do? They are just going to convince me to stay with Donny.
@TashaGreen: What did I do to deserve this?
@DonnyPangilinan: Nothing.
@TashaGreen: Well then, I don't deserve you.
@DonnyPangilinan: Forget about me.
@TashaGreen: I won't because it won't be a lesson learned.
@TashaGreen: I thought love is sweeter the second time around. But boy, I was wrong.
@TashaGreen: HAHAHA I'm in so much pain.
@TashDon: OMYGAD??
@DonnyPangilinan: Please let me explain.
@TashDon: Kuya Donny and Ate Tasha?? What is going on?
Donny
Tash, hey. I really don't know what to say
but please... can we try fix this?
There is nothing to fix, Donny.
Tasha, please. Don't give up on me. Please.
I am done hurting, Dons. Pagod na ako.
Ayoko na. Wag mo namang antaying kamuhian kita.
Tasha please...
Donny, please. Let me go.
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