Drunk Tasha was hard to calm down. She keeps on asking what would be the answers to her questions. And I tried my best not to entertain her with her questions. She's drunk, I don't want her to think that I'm taking advantage of her in this kind of manner.
"Donny, ako na bahala kay Tash. Uwi ka na." Nelly said.
"No. Can he stay?" Tasha suddenly said.
"But Tash.." I protested.
"Please Donny." She said calmly.
Nell just nodded and sighed. I looked at Tasha, she looked drunk but a lot more calm than she was a while ago. She keeps on saying that she hates me the whole throughout the ride home... which stung my heart into pieces.
"Donny.. please talk to me." She said as I saw tears starts to form from her eyes.
"What do you want me to say, Tasha?" I asked as I feel hurt seeing her this way.
"Donny.. do you still love me?" She asked.
"Yes. YES. I LOVE YOU SO MUCH TASHA THAT IT HURTS TO SEE YOU THIS WAY. Knowing that I'm the one who's causing you pain. That you are crying every night, getting drunk, and losing yourself like this. It hurts to see the damage I've caused. It hurts to feel that this is a never ending question for the two of us if it is still right. It hurts to feel that I lost you. I lost you with my shortcomings. It hurts to feel like this was an ending love story. It hurts to know that I've lost you Tasha... I'm so sorry, Tasha..." I said and cried to her.
She looked at me as tears starts falling from her eyes..
"I love you so much, Donny... Please ako nalang ulit. Ako lang. Let me be the only one." Tasha pleaded as she was holding my shirt.
And there...
I kissed her. Telling her that I love her. I mean every kiss, reminding her that she is the only one. That I am only her from this day forward. She responded to my kisses and until she started going on top of me. I don't want to take advantage of her being drunk. I stopped and looked at her. She looks like she's begging for this to happen. I continued, kissing her neck down to her chest while she is seated on top of me. I carried her and laid her on her bed.
I looked at her asking for permission if we can.
"Make love to me, Donny. Make love to me." She said.
And I did. I made sure every inch of me belonged to her. I made sure that she will feel my love. I made sure that she will feel how sincere I am.
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Nagising nalang ako kinabukasan na ang sakit ng ulo ko. Habang inaayos ko ang sarili ko, napansin kong may gumagalaw sa kama. Dahan dahan akong tumingin sa kaliwa ko.. At ayun nga, si Donny.
Shet. Anong nangyari kagabi?? Wala akong saplot. At miski siya, wala siyang saplot. May nangyari sa amin. Napangiti ako sa pagkakaalala ng nangyari. Ginusto ko naman yon. At wala akong pinagsisisihan. Sana ganun din si Donny. Narinig kong nagbukas ng kanyang pinto si Nelly kaya dali dali kong linock ang pinto ng kwarto ko.
Nagsuot ako ng night robe at dahan dahang lumapit kay Donny. Ginigising ko siya hanggang sa unti unti na niyang binuksan ang kanyang mga mata. Tumingin siya sakin ng may pangamba. Iniisip niya siguro ang nangyari kagabi.
"Goodmorning Donny." Bati ko sa kanya habang ngumiti.
"Goodmorning Tash.." sagot ni Donny na mukhang kinakabahan.
"Wag ka ngang ano dyan. Hahaha. Bihis na tayo bago pa magsuspetsa si Nelly." Sabi ko sabay paghila sa kanyang bumangon.
Hello, mabigat si Donny kaya natumba ako sa taas niya.
Tinitigan ako ni Donny at dear God, I'm lost at his eyes.
"Tasha, I love you." Sabi ni Donny.
Ngumiti naman ako.
"I love you too, Donny" sagot ko.
Inilapit niya ang kanyang mukha at saka ako hinalikan. At ang katawan ko naman ay sumunod sa sensasyong ibinibigay ni Donny.
Hanggang sa may nangyari ulit.
Pagkaraan noon ay nagbihis kaming dalawa at una akong lumabas ng kwarto para walang ibang masabi si Nelly.
"Tasha.." pagtawag ni Nelly.
"Heeeep! Okay lang. Naiintindihan ko kung bakit nandito si Donny." Sabi ko at sabay ngiti.
"Hindi gaga! Sasabihin ko sana ang ingay mo kagabi!" Sabi ni Nelly at sabay hagikhik.
Omygooooodneeessss. What????
Nanlaki mga mata ko sa sinabi ni Nelly.
"Wag mo ng ipagkaila. Tanda na natin Tasha. Okay lang hahahaha. Ingay mo lang talaga loka loka ka!" sabi ni Nelly.
"Uy tama na. Bwisit na 'to!! Hahaha" Sabi ko at natawa naman kami parehas.
Lumabas si Donny at nakatingin na mukhang nagtataka. Habang kumakain kami ng agahan, nagkukwentuhan kami.
"So, ano ng plano niyong dalawa?" Tanong ni Nelly.
"Edi susubukan namin ulit." Sagot ko.
"Subukan ulit gumawa ng bata??" Pagbibiro ni Nelly kaya naman napaubo si Donny at natawa naman kaming lahat.
"Gaga! Susubukan namin ulit na maging kami." Sabi ko.
"I want to marry her, Nell." Sagot ni Donny na nagudyok sakin na masamid.
Kaloka to. Wala man lang pasabi.
"Nagulat ka pa friend, doon rin punta niyo 'no." sabi ni Nelly.
Umoo naman ako at saka kumain ulit. Nang matapos kaming kumain, nag-ayos na kami para pumunta sa wedding venue ni Claire. Resort kasi yon e. Babyahe pa kami. Si Donny naman nagpaalam na uuwi muna sa kanila para makapag-ayos.
"Uy girl, baka mamaya mabuntis ka nyan ha." sabi ni Nelly.
"Edi okay lang. Haha. Papakasalan naman daw niya ako e. Tsaka hindi na kami teenager ni Donny, sa tingin ko, okay lang naman." sagot ko.
"Aba, handa ka na ba aber?" Tanong ni Nelly ulit.
"Handa na akong mahalin siya ulit. Ayoko na siyang pakawalan pa." Sagot ko.
Ngumiti naman si Nelly. HAY SANA ETO NA TALAGA YON.
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