Butterfly [MIN YOONGI]

Chapter 2 - The Secret

Jungkook and Yoongi was sleeping and it is at 3 am when Yoongi suddenly wake up and feeling breathless.He was struggling on the bed trying to gap some air that seems not cooperating with him well.Jungkook feel a harsh movement beside him so he wake up and he was left in panic to see Yoongi with tears full in his eyes while struggling.

"Oh my God!Hyung what happen!" Jungkook said as he hold Yoongi hand and try to hug him calming him down.

"Jung...Jung..kook...." Yoongi said breathless as he grab the younger clothes as his chest is in so much pain.

"Hyung...Wait let me call Jin hyung!" Jungkook said as he slowly help Yoongi to lay down gently then run away to Jin shared room with Namjoon.He shake Jin wildly.

"Jin hyung!Jin hyung!Wake up!Yoongi hyung is sick!" Upon hearing one of the member is sick,Jin quickly wake up and rub his eyes.

"What happen maknae?" Jin ask worry as Namjoon already wake up beside him.

"Hey what is this noise this early?" Namjoon said annoyed.

"I'm sorry but Yoongi hyung suddenly can't breathe and he said it's painful.I don't know what to do!" Jungkook said and that's enough to make Namjoon and Jin wake up and panically run toward their room.

"Yoongi!Are you ok?" Jin ask panic as he saw how pale his face was.Slowly he pick his head up onto his lap and try to fan Yoongi giving him air.

"Jin try to help him breathe slowly." Namjoon said as he massage Yoongi hand gently.

"Hyung....Is Yoongi hyung gonna be ok.." Jungkook ask worry.

"It's ok.Jungkook can you bring a glass of water here." Jin ask making Jungkook into disappear to the kitchen and comeback with the water.

Namjoon help Jin to bring Yoongi into sitting posture and help him drink the water.Jungkook try his best to caress Yoongi back trying to calm him down.After a while,Yoongi was starting to breathe in normal pace but his head was still aching.

"Yoongi...can you breathe?Is anywhere hurting?" Jin ask worry.

"N..no..I'm..I'm ok..hyung.." Yoongi said as his voice faded.

"For now,try to get some sleep and rest ok?If it's still painful,we'll went to the doctor tomorrow ok?" Namjoon said caring.

"No..It's ok..I think I'm fine.." Yoongi said trying to crack a smile.

"Jungkook,look over him alright?Call us if anything happen again.Ok?" Jungkook nodded.Jin and Namjoon later pat Yoongi head gently before walk out back to their room to rest leaving Jungkook and Yoongi both in silence being accompany by the moon light through the window.

"Hyung..let's get some sleep ok?" Jungkook said gently guide Yoongi to lay back on the bed.

The next day,Yoongi wake up with the most terrible headache.

'Why is my life so unlucky like this..' He thought annoyed.Just by the time he was debating and cursing his body for being weak,Jin came into the room with a tray of food leaving Yoongi in questionable mark.

"Namjoon ask I should bring you breakfast since you somehow refused to eat together with us.Is your headache better now?" Jin ask as he check Yoongi forehead with his palm.

'Please..don't..I don't deserve all this kindness.I am just burdening you guys..I don't want this..' Yoongi thought.

"Yoongi?Here..you should eat more..You look so thin." Jin said smiling as he offer a spoonful of porridge toward Yoongi mouth leaving him paranoid of being fat.But he cannot reject Jin kindness,he don't deserve all this,but still..there is still people that want to take care of him.Forcefully,Yoongi open his mouth and let the food get into his stomach giving him this nausea feeling in his dry throat.But he still force himself to accept the food even though he was at the verge of crying.

"Hyung..I'm full." Yoongi said at the fifth spoon shaking his head and blocking his mouth with his hand.

"You need to eat more Yoongi..." Jin said worry.

"No..please I'm too full.It's ok..I already feel better now.Thank you hyung." Yoongi said faking a smile and Jin just sighed.

"Let me know if you need more ok?" Jin said smiling before walk out from the room giving Yoongi chance to run into the bathroom and vomit everything out from his system.

'No..no..no...This is not real.I don't want food.I hate it,I don't need it!' Yoongi thought angry at himself for not rejecting Jin food.He insert two of his finger in the throat and try to vomit everything out.His trachea feel like it's burning but what he know is,he need to get the food out.He must get it out.

"Yoongi....Hyung?" Jimin voice stop as he heard choking and vomitting sound inside the bathroom.He knocked the door worried.

"Hyung?Are you ok?Do you feel sick?" Jimin ask totally worry.He try to open the door but it was locked.

"Jiminie..It's..Its ok..I'm just feeling nausea..." Yoongi reply trying to make sure his voice doesn't cracked.

"Hyung open this door.Wait I'll go get the pill and water.." Jimin said rushingly leaving the room toward the kitchen to meet all the members doing their things.

"Hyung..where the painkillers?" Jimin ask searching through the cupboard.

"It's in the black box under the sink.Are you ok?" Jin said worry.

"Yoongi hyung is vomitting and he doesn't sound good." Hearing his sentence,Namjoon,Jin and Jungkook run into the room followed by the others.

"Yoongi..open this door.." Namjoon command as he knock the door.Few seconds,no response.

"Yoongi hyung!Open this door!Are you ok?" Jungkook take turn to knock harshly as he was far too worried.

"Aish... this not gonna work.Everyone move aside." Taehyung said and the used all his energy to kick open the door revealing Yoongi fainted on the bathroom floor.

"Oh my God!Hyung!!" Jimin shout panic as Jin and Namjoon run in sitting on the left and right side of Yoongi.Namjoon as the strongest,carry Yoongi up in bridal style and quickly call their private doctor and rush him to come.

"Yoongi...Yoongi...Wake up..." Hoseok slapping his face gently.

'At the end,I'm just a burden that trouble everyone.I'm sorry.' Was Yoongi last thought before his world finally black out.

~TO BE CONTINUE~
💮 Author notes : I know my writing sometimes sucks.Or maybe every time I write it's sucks.Hahaha.Let me know or hit me up personally if you or anyone need someone to talk to.Hey,let's not judge me to not understand you.You know how I know that?Because that's what I thought every times someone wanna try to help.So,please don't keep it to yourself.I love you beautiful! 💮