Butterfly [MIN YOONGI]

Chapter 3 - Sick

Yoongi creak open his eyelid adjusting his eyes to the surrounding asking himself what happen.

"Min Yoongi-shhi?Are you awake?Can you hear me?" Yoongi look around to find Doctor Kim sitting next to the bed analyzing him.

"What happen?" Yoongi ask sitting up and hold his head.

"Your members found you fainted so they call me panic." Doctor Kim explain leaving Yoongi feeling bad for again burdening everyone.

"Yoongi..may I ask about the scars on your wrist?" The doctor said making Yoongi hiddenly pull his sleeves and hugging his body.

"It's..It's nothing.." He lied.

"I already saw them when I slide them up to give you injection." He said and suddenly Yoongi panic.

"Di..Did the members saw!?" He ask panic.

"No..It's just me." He said and Yoongi finally breathe out calm.He never know how to handle if they ever find out.Maybe they will kick him out of here.Thinking about it already a nightmare for him.

"But,I'm warning you.It's really not a good habits.You should stop.Stop starving yourself too.You are an idol.This things will make life harder on you." Doctor Kim said worry can be feel in his voices.Yoongi just keep silence.

"Try to talk to someone.It can help." Doctor Kim said smiling and trying to assure him.

As Doctor Kim open the door all the BTS members already like worm in front of the room.

"He is fine.Just dehydrated and lack of some nutrients.Please make sure he eat well ok?" Doctor Kim said and Jin make sure to take note about that.

"Thank you doctor!" Jimin said last before run into the room when everyone already sitting around Yoongi.

"How are you hyung?" Jungkook ask.

"Hyung you scared me!" Jimin said sad.

"You seriously worried everyone!" Hoseok said while hugging Yoongi.

"I..I'm sorry..guys.." Yoongi said earning assuring smile from everyone.

"Taehyung nearly break the door as everyone was so worried you didn't answer us." Yoongi smile.Happy,that they still actually care for him.Did they?

Time skip with all the laughters and teasing with each other.And for once in a while,Yoongi was be able to forget the voices that had been haunting him.Maybe that doctor was right after all,maybe he just have to ask.

That is what he thought.

Few days later,he was walking back from the washroom toward the dance practice room but his steps stop as he heard shouting voices.

"What are you guys doing!?Because you didn't take care of each other,we lose the chance and they had give it to EXO!" Yoongi heart skip a beat.

'Are they..getting shout at..because of me?'

"We are really sorry.But Min Yoongi condition is quite bad and he have to rest." Namjoon said protecting the other as a leader.

"If he was that sick,then ask him to fucking leave this group!If he is dying,he should't involved you guys.Don't you all want to success?Be at the top of the world?Make your parents proud?Make ARMY proud?Is this how you will continue to do every time he is sick.Then what?If he was admit to hospital for a month then you all want to take a leave from group activity for a month?If like that,I'll just let you disband." He said and Yoongi just hoping in his heart,just hoping that maybe any of them will stand up for him,will protect him.But all he heard was,

"We are really sorry.I'll make sure it will never happen again." Namjoon said earning sighed from the guy who shouted just now.

Everyone keep silent until he walk out while Yoongi hiding behind a wall letting that guy walk away as he don't think he can take any more heartbreak.After he was gone,Yoongi try to gather up his energy to walk into the dance practice room with a smile.

"Hey guys." Yoongi said with a smile but all he receives was a disappointed and forced smile by his group mates.Slowly he bring down his hand to his side.

'I doesn't really matter does it,God?' He thought laughing at himself for being silly and stupidly thinking maybe there is someone who care.

'Nobody care.'

The next few days,everything goes silently between Yoongi and everyone.But of course,anyone can feel the awkward feeling every time they all together in one room.Jungkook actually tried to talk to Yoongi but he just simply ignored the younger by wearing headphone or pretend to sleep.

"Hyung,I need to talk to you.." Jungkook said one night as he finally got the chance to trap Yoongi into the conversation.Sighed out heavily he look at him with uninterested painful feelings.

"What?" He ask.

"Are you alright?You had been avoiding everyone." Jungkook ask curious.

"Does it matter if I'm alright or not?" Yoongi said slow that only his ear can catch.

"What you say?" Jungkook ask didn't get it.

"It's just none of your business.As long as the group activities still went smooth,don't bother me." Yoongi said before walk pass Jungkook shoulder.

"I asked because I care Hyung." Jungkook said stopping Yoongi steps.

"You care about me,or the group image,Jeon Jungkook?" Yoongi said smirk before walk out of the room.Outside of the room,all the members are already ready to go to the studio,but they ask Yoongi where is Jungkook.

"Where maknae?" Jimin ask.

"I don't care." Yoongi said cold while tug in both his hand inside the pocket.

"Don't you think that's kind of rude Yoongi?" Namjoon ask.

"Your work is just protect the group image,not the group members.Right Namjoonie?" Yoongi said making Namjoon to approach him coldly but Jin manage to came in between and stop him.

"I'm ready hyung.Let's go." Suddenly Jungkook came in the scene and all of them just pretend nothing happen since Jungkook hate when the members get into any fight.

'Maybe,if I being cold to everyone,you guys will be fine if I somehow,leave.I'm sorry guys.' Yoongi thoughts as he stay alone again in the van while everyone joking with each other.

~TO BE CONTINUE~
💮Author notes : Well,that escalated faster than I thought actually.Well,gave me a pass guys.It's probably because I'm too excited to get into the best part,or most terrifying part for readers?Hahahaha.Don't worry.Keep supporting peeps.I love you beautiful! 💮