Not in a million years -Jihope [COMPLETED]

Chapter 7

Hoseok

I felt him tug lightly onto my arms, I didn't want to move, I adored this hug too much to let it go.

"Hoseok.."

Even still, I pulled away, and looked at him, slightly tilting my head, confused.

"Yeah..?"

He smiled lightly, and then he pat my arms twice, only to take his hands away after.

"..You were just hugging me too tight.. Thats all.."

I nodded slightly, but I felt sad, I know that he doesn't love me, obviously, but it still hurts me, I really wanted to hug him. But it's like he said.. Everyone cares for me, all of my friends. So him hugging me doesn't really mean anything at all.

Of course he can't see that.

I stood up, and walked out, I leaned against the wall, and looked down slightly, but I put my hands onto my heart, feeling it beat fast.

Its beating for him.

It hurt again, the pain of what is supposed to be love, spreading throughout my whole body. It hurts so much, but it will only hurt more if I don't do anything about it.

Cant you see Jimin?

You keep hurting me like this.

Can't you see what you're doing?

I heard footsteps coming towards me, from two directions, one from the left where I just was, so they were Jimin's, and the others? I don't know.

"Hoseok?"

I looked to my right, where the voice came from to see Namjoon approaching me.

My best friend.

"Hoseok, are you okay? You look sad."

How can he see it, but Jimin can't?

How is this fair.

{hey, so I'm probably not going to be able to update again today, but I hope you don't mind. I have a lot of work to do this week so I will try to fit in this whenever I can.}