Weird feeling's - Kyman fanfiction

Finally Friday (Chapter 1)

 
It was Friday morning when Kyle woke up to the annoying beeping sound of his alarm clock.The ginger haired boy didn't wanna get up...but then he thought of someone..someone from school..a person that kept him going for a weird reason,Kyle hated him but he also loved him.

Kyle eventually got up from his bed. He took on clothes for the day,then went to the bathroom to brush his teeth. 
He looked in the mirror and then looked down.

'No wonder he doesen't like me back...i hate my messy ginger hair. Blank Dull Green eyes. Pale skin....ugh whatever..' he thought to himself as he put his green hat on.
                           Kyle brushed his teeth and went downstairs..he didn't even care about Breakfast anymore..it was too late anyways.

"Hi mom,Hi dad"
He greeted his parents as he was taking his backpack

"Your not gonna eat breakfast,bubbie?" 
His mom asked him

"No thanks..it's kinda late so i have to get going.."

He opened the door and said
"Bye mom,Bye dad"

"See ya after school,Kyle"
  His father told him a goodbye.

Kyle then went to the bus stop as always..Kenny,Stan and..Cartman we're already there.

"Hey guys"
He greeted his friends as he got closer 
 
  "Hey Kyle"
Stan said to his best friend.

"Guys,Guess what?"

The chocolate eyed boy with the Yellow/blue hat said exitingly.

"What?"

Kyle,Kenny and Stan aksed.

"I have a Girlfriend!"

As soon as Kyle heard those words his heart began to break..like if someone just shot him..He tried to be happy for Cartman..but he just wished it could have been him...He wished it could have been him, who Eric called his.                     
Kyle wanted to let tears fall out of his eyes but instead he just said.

"That's cool,good for you Fatass"

"Wait,really?"
Kenny mumbled

"Yup!It's Heidi,you guys know her right?"

"Oh yeah..i think so"

Kyle said as his heart was tearing apart inside.

After a bit of small talk the bus arrived. About 2 minutes later but that always happens..Kyle sat alone at the end of the bus.

He was looking out of the window thinking about what could have been if he told his crush he likes him..

'See?i knew he doesen't like me in that way...maybe he doesen't like me at all...he isn't even gay. I knew this!why does my Crush have to be Cartman!!'

Kyle felt a soft poke on his shoulder.

"Huh,what do you want?"

Kyle asked.
It was none othet Than Leopold Butters Stotch...

"Are you alright,fella?" 

The blonde boy asked Kyle

"Oh,yeah...i'm fine Butters,why you think anything is wrong?"

Kyle asked Butters

"Well..you almost started Crying and your face was really red"

Kyle then realized that he was blushing..thinking about Cartman always made him blush..

"Butters,i'm fine..i'm just really tired"

Kyle said the lamest exuse in existence,it was Butters tho,so he beived him.
When they arrived at school Kyle went to his classes as usuall. He had most of his classes with Cartman..which was good for him.   

When Kyle was getting his stuff from his locker Stan came up to him,like always..but this time it was different....

"Uhm,Kyle....dude,are sou alright?you look kinda pissee and depressed..." 

  The boy in the red poofed ball hat said.

"Stan,i'm fine....i'm just tired"

Said Kyle to his Raven haired best friend  

"Well since Cartman said he had a girlfriend you we-..wait a second...you have a crush on that fatass!that's why you are acting like this!"

Kyle was terryfied that Stan realized he has a Crush on Cartman...

"N-no..dude,if i had a crush on someone i'm telling you it will definitely not be fatass
.."

Kyle wanted to tell Stan himself...but it was too obvious...

"Oh come on dude,there is nothing wrong with it!"

Stan calmed Kyle down a bit..but Kyle still didn't want anyone to know unless he decided to tell others...

"Look man,just stop.you can think whatever you want. I don't like Cartman.."

Kyle said as he started to look more pissed of at his best friend...

"Ok ok..don't worry i won't tell anyone.i have to get to class now,see ya,Kyle."

Stan said before going to his classroom.

Kyle tried to calm down,and so he did but he still didn't want anyone to know...he trustef Stan but not with this..Kyle went to class and sat down to his usuall seat.next to ♥ Cartman ♥

Kyle was confused because he wasn't sure if he hates Eric or loves him..

He hates him for liking him in a different way..

"Well hello there,Keehal"
Cartman said as he sat down to the empty seat next to Kyle.

"O-oh,hey f-fatass.."

Kyle didn't want to call Eric that anymore but he didn't want his crush to be obvious so he tried to act calm.
But his mind was blowing up on the inside.

"Hey babe"
  A girl with a hat that had a little flower on it said as she sat next to Cartman. Holding his hand and slightly smiling at him.

"Hey Heidi,i was just talking with ma Friend Keehal"

Cartman said to the girl Kyle never noticed before.

"Is that the boy you told me about?"

The green eyed girl asked Cartman

"Yuup. Oh and By the wayyy, Keehal this is my Girlfriend!Heidi"

Kyle felt rage and heartbrake fill up his heart as he heard that name. He got filled up with hate and wanted to cry himself to sleep
But instead of telling Heidi somehing rude he just said

"Oh,cool,i'm Kyle nice to meet you Heidi"

As Kyle let that escape his lips he got even angrier. But he still kept calm on the outside.
The bell rang and class was boring...
We we're supposed to be in groups of five. Kyle was in the group with Stan,Kenny,Cartman and Heidi.

(End of Chapter XD,i hope you guys like it so far!!please tell me if you do.baii :3)