Heartlessly Insane

Coming Home

We pulled back into his driveway, and he turned the car off then turned to face me. 

"Are you okay now baby? You never have to see that house ever again in your life. I promise."

I nodded slowly as he wrapped me into his arms and kissed my forehead softly, and rubbing small circles on my lower back. When we pulled apart, he got out and opened my door before heading to the trunk to grab my bags. He had me go unlock the door while he carried everything in. He walked to the bedroom and I followed. He laid my bag on the bed and started to unpack my things. He organized my clothes into his and when he was finished, he put my bag in the closet on a shelf, and then walked back over to me and scooped me up into his arms. He held me tightly against his chest as he cooed in my ear and rocked softly back and forth. He whispered in my ear as he kissed my jaw.

"Would you like a bath Kitten?"

I nodded softly, which caused him to lay me softly on the bed while he walked to the bathroom and started a bath. A few minutes later, he came back into the room and picked me up like a little kid, and carried me into the bathroom. When he walked in, it was all candlelight, and the bath was steaming and was filled with bubbles. I smiled brightly and blushed which caused me to bury my face in his chest. He set me down on my feet, and then looked into my eyes as he slipped my clothes off slowly and carefully as to not irritate my stitches. When all my clothes were off, he grabbed my hand as I stepped into the bathtub. I sank down into the bubbles, and winced in pain for a few seconds as my thighs and arms were set on fire by the hot water. He apologized over and over before I placed one hand on the side of his face and kissed him softly. When I pulled away I whispered quietly.

"Don't you dare apologize for being one of the single most wonderful people that I know. I love you."

He returned the 'I love you' with a small smile. He grabbed a cloth and kissed my cheek before dipping the cloth in the steaming water and scrubbing my back lightly. When he was finished he put the cloth aside, and then he continued to stare at me lovingly. After a few minutes of us staring at each other and smiling, I beckoned him forward with one finger. 

"Get in here with me. Please."

He smiled before standing up, and getting undressed and then stepping into the bathtub with me. He lifted me to sit on his lap, and I turned to face him. He placed one hand on my face and pulled me tightly against him as he kissed me with great passion. He kissed me like that for a while, our lips moving rhythmically against each other, before he decided to move down and nibble on my neck. He nibbled all over my neck and sucked moderately hard on the sensitive skin all over my neck. I was shaking and whimpering by the time that he stopped and pulled away. He smiled a devilish, hungry smile, and kissed me on the forehead before climbing out and grabbing me a towel. He dried me off  and carried me into the bedroom. He laid me on the bed and picked out some of my clothes to put on, but also gave me his hoodie. 

"I have to go to work now Princess. I'm gonna be back before you wake up, but I'm gonna let you get some sleep baby. Make sure that if you're hungry that you eat, and have sweet dreams. I'll try and nap so that I can keep you company baby. I love you more than my own life."

"I love you too Sir. Have a very safe shift and make sure that you eat too. Goodnight."

I smiled as he kissed my forehead and tucked me in. He stroked my hair while looking at me for a few moments before he kissed me and then he closed the door and went to work. A few minutes after he left, I drifted off, and about a couple hours into the dream, he appeared and we were back in the field. He was holding me tightly, and our legs were tangled where we lay.

"Are you doing alright baby? You're sleeping good right? No pain?"

I smiled as I replied.

"No pain. I'm sleeping wonderfully now that you're here again. Is work okay?"

"Work is slow and I wish I was back home with you. I miss my little Princess's body heat. It's freezing in the hospital."

"I'm so sorry. At least you'll be home in a little while. I'll be sure to keep the bed warm for you."

He smiled before he asked,

"Did you ever eat?"

I shook my head.

"No but I'm starting to get hungry."

"Me too. Maybe we should both wake up and eat, and then we can fall asleep together again."

I nodded before we kissed softly and exchanged the words 'I love you'. Then a few seconds later, I woke up. The room was dark and cold because there was no fire in the fireplace. I got out of bed after pulling on his hoodie, and I walked out to the kitchen. I pondered on what to eat as I hunted through the cabinets before I found some soup. I opened the can and grabbed a bowl from the cabinet beside the sink. I poured the soup in, and then placed the bowl in the microwave. While my soup cooked, I went to the fridge and tried finding something to drink. I grabbed some apple juice and poured it into a cup. I put the bottle away, and then I walked back over to the microwave and grabbed my soup, a spoon, and my juice. I walked into the living room and sat down on the floor in front of the coffee table. I grabbed the remote and turned on  random scary movie, and ate my soup quietly. I took sips of my juice in between bites, and when I finished, I carried my bowl and cup to the sink. I rinsed out and washed my dishes before walking back into the living room, and laying on the couch to watch TV. I was watching the movie, and I guess I must have drifted off because the next thing I knew, I was having a nightmare. My nightmare consisted of me being my Mom, and Louis being me when the entire shower situation happened. I found him exactly how my mom found me, and it caused me to wake up screaming and crying profusely. 

Just as I had woken up, he walked through the front door. He looked at me and smiled at first until he realized that I was shaking and crying. He ran over to me and scooped me up into his arms and cooed.

"Shh. Baby it's gonna be okay, I'm here now. Don't worry."

He rocked me back and forth until I was a bit calmer and able to talk. 

"What happened baby? What's wrong?"

I told him about the dream and he took on a sad but reassuring look.

"Don't worry Kitten. It was just a dream. It's not real at all. I promise. I'm here and I'm safe, and you're safe too. I promise."

He kissed my forehead and I nodded. He picked me up and carried me to the bedroom, and stripped us both before we climbed into bed. He pulled me into his arms, and pulled me up against his chest. He buried his face in my hair and inhaled deeply.

"I missed everything about you tonight. Your smell, the way you feel in my arms."

Then he kissed me. Passionately. He held me closely and he gripped my jawline softly. And when he pulled away, he whispered,

"I even missed your taste."

I blushed before burying my face into his neck, and agreeing with him. I missed him more than he would ever know. This house was so empty without him. And I was glad to  have him back with me. 

He kissed my forehead softly before whispering 'I love you' and then both of us drifted off to sleep.