Loyalty

~Eight~

Amelia is nervous. More nervous than she has ever been before. This isn't just another date for her and Seth. This is everything. She already knows Seth is planning on them having a romantic date and that the two will have sex. Amy wouldn't have cared about the whole sex thing, but this isn't just some boyfriend, this is thee boyfriend. The guy she is meant to be with forever. This is the guy she's in love with. She knows that this will be both their first times and she doesn't want it to be awful for either of them. She wants it to be like in the movies and books where it's all romantic and amazing. Where you feel as if you're truly connected to the person now, but Amy's worried that Seth won't feel that way and that she'll screw up somehow. So, yes, she is very nervous, but for good reasons.

She knows the Clearwaters are all out of town visiting family and that Seth told his family he wanted to stay behind because he wanted to see Amy and to keep up with school, but Amy knows the real reason. Since their talk all those weeks ago he has been planning this. He's been planning on their romantic date and then having sex with her afterward. She doesn't mind giving her virginity to Seth because it's not a big deal. Seth is the guy she loves and so it only makes sense to give it up to him. That's not what makes her nervous. What makes her nervous is that this is her first time and she could easily be terrible in bed. What if she makes weird noises? What if she comes too quickly? What if she doesn't come at all? What if she makes weird faces? Or what if she doesn't pleasure Seth enough? Anything-Everything could go wrong tonight.

She feels as if she's ready to pass out as she stares at the intimidating door before her. She can't do. She can't go through with this. She's too nervous. She closes her eyes, feeling a panic attack coming along. She hears the door open, causing her to open her eyes. Seth is standing before her dressed in a button down and looking just as nervous. Her mouth has gone dry and her hands are sweating and shaking.

"Are you okay?" Seth asks her, his voice shaky. He's nervous too and for some reason, it puts her at ease just a tiny bit.

"Yeah..." Her mind is screaming at her 'get it over with!'. So she does. She takes a step towards Seth and pulls him for a kiss. His eyes widen in shock before he allows himself to fall into the kiss. He wraps his arms around her, his fingers threading through her hair, his lips move in sync against hers. She moans as his tongue slips through, running against hers. He explores her mouth with his tongue, leaving her body shaking from just that alone.

"We should go inside." Seth pants as he pulls away. Amy can only nod in a daze as Seth takes her hand and leads her inside the house. He closes the door after her and she sees the romantic dinner he set up for them. The dining room is flooded in candles and rose petals.

"Aw, Seth." She looks at him and he smiles.

"We can see more of it later." He says as he takes her hand and leads up the stairs. Her hands are sweaty, but he doesn't seem to care as he leads her up the stairs.

"So... we're... first?" It's all she can get out with her nervousness now flooding back.

"Unless, you've changed your mind...." Seth looks at her with nervousness and worry in his eyes.

"No... No, I didn't change my mind." She promises as she pulls him up the rest of the stairs. Seth lets out a sigh of relief as they walk into his room. His room is just as romantic looking as the dining room. Candles cover every space in the room and rose petals cover the floors and bed. "You're such a romantic." Amy giggles.

"Only for you." He whispers in her ear as he fingers move around to her stomach, slowly unbuttoning her blouse that she decided to wear. A shiver runs up her spine as his cool fingers unbutton each of the buttons. Each button was undone he places another soft kiss on her neck.