I think about my existence a lot.
Like,do I matter and sometimes I end up thinking "sure it does there are people who care about me" and other times,it's the complete opposite.
I think about ending it sometimes but,I think me ending it would fuck up some people pretty bad but,then again,I don't like saying that because I think it sounds cocky.
Like, "If I was gone people would sure miss me." Sounds cocky to me.
Is something wrong with me or am I right?
Idk it's really weird thought having all these inner arguments with my emotions.
Heck, idk how I don't sound like a crazy woman to you guys. (I probably do to some of you though)
