I'm tired of not liking myself, but do I ever do anything about it? No. Maybe I'm scared that if I started working out, I'd stop, and hate myself even more after it. I wish I looked more feminine too. For once in my life. My shoulders are extremely broad. I'm also really tall, which isn't that bad, but I just wish I could feel small. Just small and able to like myself. It's not too big a deal, I'm just annoyed. Not at anyone but myself. Trying to buy a dress was just awful for me. I usually don't like dresses, but it doesn't hurt to feel pretty from time to time. That's all I wanted, but nope.
