all i do is fucking slack off.
but then when i actually try i also end up getting nowhere.
you really can't win in life.
i've fucking tired of letting everyone down.
people will always perceive you differently than how you see yourself.
& that's why expectations suck.
cause everyone will always have something they expect of you.
even if they say they don't.
i wanna curl into a ball & never be fucking seen again.
that would be the best.
no expectations, no reality to slap me in the face & ruin my day,
just void.
sitting in the middle of it, letting it absorb all of your thoughts & worries.
