i'm disgusted with myself.
i shouldn't be this sad.
i'm usually sad for like a day & then get
over it.
but for some reason i'm stuck.
i've felt like crying for the past couple days now.
for some of them, i have.
others i just can't cry.
now, for some reason i don't want to anymore because i'm afraid i'll get called a crybaby.
i've never felt like that.
i don't know what i'm going through, but i really wish i would just get over it.
i hate when anyone says that to someone in any situation, but i really wish i would.
i'm tired of constantly not being in a good place.
i want to enjoy life.
not become a background character in my own story.
