im so fucking tired.
i've barely done anything, & it feels like my knees are going to buckle, & i'm going to cry at any moment.
i don't even feel like me anymore.
i don't know who "me" is.
i've been distancing myself from everyone, even though they're so close.
school work keeps piling up.
with my emotions combined, i feel like i'm drowning.
sinking slowing.
waiting for even just a little bit of air.
i feel like i'm going back to how i was before.
completely & utterly empty.
& i don't think i can pull myself out of it again.
