I sit up at night a lot. Not just because I'm on my phone but, because I wish there was someone there.
Holding me.
Consoling me.
And loving me in every way.
The space next to me just feels empty. I just want to be hugged,cuddled and told that everything is going to be ok. Sure, people have asked me out but, I know deep down that they weren't the right choice. Not because of looks or anything, I could give less of a shit about looks. It's more personalities that I like/am concerned with. They've all just had something that I knew wasn't right. Most of the people who asked me out anyway were assholes to the friends. Like insult me all you want but, the minute you do it to my friends, we're done. Also, this isn't me trying to be cocky like "omg so many people have asked me out" because I'd never do that shit. Only like 4 people have asked me out in my lifetime. I know, "what a fucking loser right?" Anyways I'm just saying, I'm fucking lonely.
