I think about a lot of different things. Some good, some bad and, some in-between. Heck, that's why I'm writing this thing. It's filled with emotions that turn into thoughts. If I'm in love, some will be happy and others will be sad. You see what I'm getting at here? You probably don't because honestly, (it's ok to laugh at this) I don't either. I'm just talking nonsense. Anyways back to my thoughts. I've had mostly bad ones recently with the occasional happy ones now and then. I've thought about cutting open my skin just to feel something. I've thought about starving my self not to meet up with any of the beauty standards, just so I can be happy with my self. I've thought about jumping off that ledge. Also if you're crying over this, or me in general, don't. I'm not really worth shedding any tears over, and I want nothing but happiness for each and every one of you. Don't think by me saying this means I expect you to cry over me because before as I clearly stated, I want nothing but that. Anyway thanks for taking time out of your day to listen to being depressing I appreciate it and, if any of you are like this, feel free to message me. I'm always here.
