I've been hurting. I hurt someone recently. I tried to make things better and they were for a little bit, then it went to shit again. I'm one of those people with an extremely heavy guilty conscience. I hurt this person and now I think about hurting myself. I really want to do it. I could but, somethings stopping me. I'm not sure what it is but I wish I could fight it and do it. Yes, I understand this seems like I'm asking for attention but I promise I'm not. I just write to express the way I feel when even I can't understand. So, to anyone who has ever or is self harming, I apologize and please stay strong. I'm here if you need me.
