The title of this part is literally what I'm feeling right now.
I just don't fucking know.
And honestly, that scares me because for most of my last school year, I was like this. Sure I was laughing and smiling but, I wasn't really feeling. I was stuck in this fucking emotionless, dark, shitty hole. That I fought to get out of and I think now, I'm slowly falling back in.
I don't want that at all.
I really wish I could give you a reason for why I fell like this but, I really can't. This feeling just comes and goes for no apparent reason which fucking sucks. This feeling kinda goes along with feeling empty but, they're a little different. So in conclusion emotions can suck my ass.
