Loneliness and insecurites

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I just want to be held.

Consoled.

Told that I'm/everything's going to be okay.

I don't really think that will happen for me though. I'm overweight, not the least bit attractive, I'm annoying as hell, I'm clingy, I worry too much, I'm too emotional, I'm bitchy and (as you can tell) I talk way too much. People always tell me "oh sweetie you're not any of those things." Please believe me when I say, 
          I'm trying to believe you.

I'm trying to imagine that every word you're saying is true. It's difficult though because my brain throws negative thoughts in the second anyone says something like that.

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