Different- Jack Ginisky fanfic

Chapter 13

When I woke up I wondered down to breakfast with all the guys, we were just speaking about the event and how it was going and where the next show was.

Me: Washington?

Cam: Yeah

Me: I've never been there before is it nice?

Jack G: It's beautiful

I looked at him, we hadn't made eye contact the whole hour we had been together this morning when I saw his face and eyes all I could think was them looking at me last night as he got a little physical and I coudln't help but smile, luckily everyone else carried on talking to our little moment wasn't acknowledged.

After breakfast we got back on the bus to DC. Everyone was still tired so most people slept, the next few days flew past, the shows were amazing and I met so many people, me and Jack kept our distance and managed not to hook up again, I got so close to all the boys and managed to make many new bestfriends.

Once the shows had ended it was the sad time when we were in one hotel room and a few people were leaving for their home state, it was the end for now. Shawn was leaving first and then rest either early the next morning or at some point tomorrow, we all gave Shawn a huge group hug and he left for his cab.

Me and Jc were leaving for California in the morning, when I was in my room packing it suddenly dawned on me that Jack was flying back to Nebraska tomorrow after me, he would be 1,500 miles away from me. Chances were I wouldn't see him untill the next meet up, it all became a little intense.

I began to tear up and I started to get really sad and weak about the whole situation, I wanted to see Jack every day like I have been doing these past weeks but that wasn't going to happen. I quickly wiped my eyes and pulled myself together when I heard someone knock on the door, and I opened it to see everyone.

Nash: We realised we probably wont see you when you leave tomorrow so we thought we should say goodbye now and thank you for being a new member of our family. We'll miss you

Me: Aw... I'm gonna miss you guys so much!

One by one I gave them all a hug, even Jc, after a hug they all went to their rooms, quite quickly aswell asif they wanted to leave for something, then realised why when I saw the last person in the line for a hug was Jack G, i looked at his face and a tear rolled down my cheek, he wiped it away.

Me: I don't want to loose you (whisper)

Jack: You wont (whisper)

He took my hand and layed with me on my bed, he cuddled me and stroked my hair until I composed myself from my emotional state, we then watched vines to cheer ourselves up.

Soon enough we stopped watching vines and decided to have a DMC (deep meaningful converstion) about life and our past.

We told eachother about past relationships and our families, I told him again about how I missed the rain and it's hard whenever I skype my mum and I can hear rain in the background because all I can think of is my old life and everyone I love back home.

We were joking around..

Me: so you've slept with how many girls?!

Jack: Two

Me: Only two!? What the fuck!

Jack: How many guys have you done the dirty with then?

Me: ... Two

Jack: What! You're not even legal in the states!

Me: It happened back home, where I am legal! Anyway I'm legal in a few months.

Jack: So in a few months I can have ya? (Winking)

Me: Why would I let you have me?

Jack: Cos you want dis

Me: Um two girls have already had dat, I don't have no ones sloppy seconds

Jack: Rich coming from you!

Me: It's a joke!

Jack: you know what I want to do?

Me: Kiss me?

Jack: Omg yeah how did you know!

Me: Your eyes give it away, they become really focused and hazy when you are about to kiss me and they're like that now.

Jack: So can I? I haven't kissed you for days!

Me: We're not like that anymore Jack

Jack: Oh okay.. ( looking embarassed )

I waited a few seconds before grabbing Jack's face and kissing him hard, he always made the first move, it was my turn. I pulled away and he looked at me shocked.

Me: What?

He looked hungry, he eyed me like a predator, I looked at him seductively and he took it as a green light, before I knew it Jack had pulled me on top of him and we began to pasionatley make out, he grabbed my hips and moved them them and down so I was grinding against his junk, he wanted it, he removed his shirt and I bit my lip looking him.

He smirked and roughly kissed me, he was dominant and powerful when he kissed me, he created so much heat I loved it, I wanted more. He threw me over violently and climbed on top of me, his skin was hot and desirable, I moaned when he touched his lips against my neck, his hands found the edges of my top the lifted them to remove my t shirt, he looked at me up and down and licked his lips.

Me: Do what you want (hushed and breatheless)