Blinded Love Boyxboy

Part13 2/2: All Of Me

Song of the day: I Love You- Billie Eilish

I drove as fast as I could, griping the steering wheel so tight my knuckles were white and finger were blood red. All thought in my head were gone except

is it finally happening..?

my eyes pass by the sign telling me i was close to the hospital. I speed up ignoring the ocasional honks I get from cars telling me to slow down; my heart is racing and my adrenalin is moving fast in my blood. It's barely been a few days how could his eyes adjust this fast? Is it something other than the surgery. It couldn't have been, i got the call saying his eyes were bothering him? no i can't psych myself into thinking this way. All i can do is drive and hope for the best...

Don't worry Elliott I'm almost there, love.

//Eli's POV//(finally)

//2 Hours Earlier//

I tossed and turen in my sleep, feeling out of energy from my talk with Matthew. I don't think he's okay, even if he said all those nice things about me making him happy; I don't believe he's okay. When he told me about Jonah, about what happened, I know matt wasn't over him; that he needed time to get over the fact that Jonah's gone and it wasn't his fault. I know how Jonah felt, like no one cares and nothing will fix it. Kai made me feel that way. Like I couldn't fix it, like i was nothing. But i can't thing that way now. Kai is out of my life god knows where and I have an amazing boyfriend to protect me. He told me so. I still remember that conversation like it was yesterday

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I started crying on his shoulder. Kai...I hate him...he stole my innocence and broke me. He raped me and made me feel like no one could ever love me. He took what little I had and made it worse. He made everything worse..

"It's okay baby. It's okay. What he did was horrible to you, it's so cruel. And doing that twice is even worse, I can't even comprehend why he would do that to you. I can't imagine what you must've felt after. But you're safe with me okay? If he ever comes back or tries to come back I'll protect you. The difference between me and him Is that I would never ever in a million years hurt you and that I am so in love with you. It hurts me to see you so sad because of what he did" I continued crying. Holding onto Matthew as if my life depended on his touch "I hate him so much..." tears were soaking both my bandages and Matt's shirt. I feel him shift and hold my face in his hands.. god I wish I could see him "Elliott, you are and always will be safe with me. That psychopath won't go near you if I'm around." I nod, sniffing, tasting my salty tears in my mouth

"do you want to hold me? While you sleep" I nod again Matt helping me lay down. His left arm is suffocating my head while his right is around my waist holding me close. I pull him in closer with my arm that isn't under my body. I suddenly feel small kisses on my cheek and my neck, I groan as my neck is a really sensitive area for me and he knows it "do you wanna know another this different between me and him?" Matt asked me and I nod in response "I can make you feel good" I soon feel his hand on my crotch the friction between his hand and my boxers rubbing me makes me moan. His hands explore my body like that always do, while his mouth places small kisses here and there. I can't help but to do the same to him. His moans make me go crazy "Matt.." he shuts me up with a kiss as he takes my hard length out of my boxers. I do the same to him. The small groans and sighs of pleasure coming from his mouth made me harder by the second. I move his hand away from my length and hold both of ours in my hand and rub them together. We both moan

This feels new. This feels so new and amazing I never want it to stop

Matt sucks on my neck while I go faster, occasionally running my thumb over both your tips, pre coming out mixing together, our foreheads pressed together moaning in zinc. "Eli.. fuck.. you turn me into a puddle by just.. fuck.. I'm close" i climax onto his chest, but he still hasn't finished so I wrap my mouth around his length, making sure my tongue wraps around him making him feel good. "Oh fuck Eli! Oh god!" I go over his tip.