Life after Allegiant

8:breakfast

Tris pov

I wake up to the sound of Tobias gasping. I look over and he is sweating. He must have been dreaming or something. Even when he is sweating and has a bed head he looks good. Christina is in the bed next to mine and she sits up and looks at me

"Who looks good while they're sweating and has bed head?"

"Crap I didn't even think I was thinking out loud. But who do you think."

"Oh yeah... don't you have a date this morning?" she says this with a smirk.

Anyways I totally forgot about mine and Tobias' breakfast. I can't wait.I stand up and go to the showers. When I get there all of the showers are taken. So I wait. then someone finally gets out after fifteen minutes. When the factions were still together we had timed showers. five minutes each. Now I can take a long want shower. As I step into the shower chills go down my back because the Water is so cold. I turn the nozzle with the 'H' on it and it gets better. After about eight minutes I step out and get changed. Clothes are left there for me. Must have been Christina because It is a pair of tight skinny looking jeans, a low v-neck black shirt, and my black boots from the dauntless compound. As I walk back to the hotel I see Tobias. He is walking around looking confused. He must not know where he is so that means he still hasn't regained his memory. If he ever Does

"Tobias over here" I yell at him.

He looks over to me startled and then realizes it is me. "hi"

"Are you ready? We can just go to the lunch room."

Sounds good" he replies.

We walk In silence to the lunch room and grab out breakfast. Mine consist of Coffee, an orange, and toast. His consist of coffee, a bagel, and a bowl of cereal.

I finally decide to break the silence "I have a question"

"Yes?"

"Do you remember anything, like after initiation?"

He sighs "I don't think I do... I've been having dreams though. I am almost certain they are not memories."

"Are they about your dad and well you know?"

"How do you know about that? well no they weren't suprisingly."

"You told me... Anyway what was your dream about"

"You were in it. It was me and you on a Ferris wheel. I asked if you were human, you climbed the Ferris wheel and showed me the other teams flag, and then you slipped. I was scared so I ran and turned on the Ferris Wheel."

He remembers. I know it is only one memory but he still remembers! maybe his memory is coming back slowly. My Tobias will be back soon hopefully.

"That isn't a dream..."

"What do you mean? Did that actually happen?"

"It did. Do you remember being in love with me Tobias? Or do you even love me now?"

"I'm not sure I love you, but I do like you. something about you makes me want to love you though."

"I know you don't but I need to say these words... I love you" It felt so good to say these words to him again. And with that I kiss him on the cheek. But he grabs my head and kisses my lips. This feels just like the way Tobias kissed me after he fell out of the simulation in the control room. Hard and desperate. I need him to love me again.

"Tris" he mumbles with our lips still connected.

I pull away "yes?"

"Will you be my girlfriend"

I don't know what to say. I do but I'm not sure I can. I want Tobias to remember, maybe there is a way to do that. Like reverse his memory loss or something. But for now I don't think I can.

"No, I just cant. I really do but first I need you to remember. I need time to figure out to get you to remember. In the mean time though we can be close friends."

He nods with agreement, so I assume he understands. Even if we are not together, I still love him.