Life after Allegiant

12:Amar

Tris pov

Why? I don't know I I'll ever be able to trust Tobias again. All that forever and always stuff, was just a lie. And then he tried to say he was shocked so he didn't pull away. I stayed strong though. I tried my hardest not to let a single tear enter my eye. Even though All I wanted to do was cry. At first I think I want to be alone, then I realize I need someone to talk to. My first instinct was to go to Tobias, but of course I can't. So my second instinct was Christina.
I enter the hotel room and sure enough Christina is in there. I walk over to her and she knows something is wrong.
"Are you okay Tris?"
"I don't want to talk about it here. He will look here first to talk to me.
"Okay where do you want to go then?"
"Just follow me."
I start to walk to the door but her feet are cemented to the ground. So I motion for her and she comes. At first I'm not sure where I wanted to go then I remember the beautiful green house. As soon as we walk through the green house's doors Christina gasp.
"This place is gorgeous, I haven't even noticed it was here."
"I know" then I sigh.
"So what is wrong Tris and don't Say it's nothing."
"No it's four, he proposed to me last night an-"
"Oh My Gosh Tris I'm so happy for you!"
"No just wait, and today I was walking around the compound. I saw four kissing Lauren and broke it of with him."
"Oh Tris I'm so sorry" she hugs me tight and I start to cry.
"I don't know why he would do this to me. There has to be something going on with him. He tried to say he was shocked so he didn't pull away. I yelled at him and told him to sop screwing around and when he wants a real relationship to come talk to me."
"Tris I know it is hard. You have to stay strong though."
"I still love him and want him though. But I also know I can go back to him right now"
"Do you remember when you said you didn't know what was going on with him a couple of minutes ago."
"Yes"
"Maybe you should talk to someone that is close to Four. They might know what's going on. Like Zeke or someone."
"No Zeke doesn't want to talk about Four right now but I might have a good idea on who to talk to though I got to go"
"Okay bye Tris"
I am going to talk to Amar. E probably knows Tobias more than his own father knows him. I'm not sure where he would be so I just go to the security room since of course he was apart of security. From a distance I can see him and George. If people found out about him, I'm sure some people would try to avoid them Not me though I put no gender on love. Whether it is boy and boy like George and Amar or girl and boy like Tobias and I. Wait I have to stop thinking about Tobias and my relationship.
"Hey Amar."
"Hi, anything I can help you with?"
"Yeah I want to talk about to-four"
"Oh ok what about."
"So earlier today I caught him kissing Lauren."
"Oh geez not her again."
"What do you mean?
"Well during four's initiation Lauren was in his class. She had this huge crush on him and would do anything to get him to date her. He kept turning her down so she would do her best to keep Four from talking to any girl, even if they were just friends."
"Oh well do you think he was kissing her or was it all her.
"I'm not sure... when you saw them did you walk up and confront him."
"Yes"
"Did he have an excuse?"
"Well yeah,he said she kissed him and he was in so a much shock that he couldn't move."
"Tobias has been a very truthful man for the time I knew him. If you feel he is lying I will not call out your judgement but if you feel he is truthful I would agree with your judgement. You probably know Four more than I know him right now, so it is completely your decision."
"What if I told Four that I believe him but then he gets mad because I thought he was lying and didn't trust him?"
"I've seen the way Four looks at you. If you forgave him he would certainly not get mad but be thankful instead."
"Thanks Amar, I will definently take your advice."

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Oh my gosh I have had this chapter written for like 2 days but forgot to publish it! So sorry. anyways I looked this morning and saw I almost has 100 reads! I know it isn't a lot compared to some books but a lot to me! I figured maybe I would get 5 readers at the most. thanks to my loyal readers and tell your friends about this book.