Life after Allegiant

10:forever

Tris pov

Tobias left to go with Caleb. I thought it was funny when Tobias got jealous of me hugging Caleb. It also shows me that he still cares even though he doesn't remember. I am siting on my bed writing a journal just like my mom did when she went into the city right now I am writing about Tobias and I.

We first met when I jumped off the roof into the net of dauntless. Bow I am not sure I will ever be with that Tobias again. I love him and he doesn't love me. I told him over breakfast tht I did and he didn't say it back. My heart is broken. That is what he must of felt when he said that to me for the first tine, and I didn't say it back. I just wish he would regain his memory and come back to me, why would he even have the serum in the first place?

I think about it for a second and then I have my answer.. he did it because of me. He couldn't live without me and hurt so bad that he felt the need to lose all his memory? all at the same time I feel touched, loved, sad, and angry. I know he was sad but he could have gotten over me and remembered me in his heart. Instead he just wanted to forget me all together. I feel hurt and try to think If I would do the same in that situation. I might I'm not sure. I can't be mad at Tobias right now though. All I can do is hope he remembers.
Then I hear running outside the hotel doors. I jump up and am about to open the door but someone opens it from the other side first.Tobias.
"Oh it's you at first I thought something was" is all I manage to say before Tobias kisses me.
"Beatrice I love you" Tobias says.
"I told you we can't date until... wait what did you call me?"
"Beatrice" he says with a smile.
" I haven't told you that since you lost you memory" I am confused until I realize what is going on. " Tobias you remember!"
" I do and there is something that I said I was going to do some day but didn't know when to until today"
"Of course anything"
"Beatrice Prior will you do the honors of being Mrs.Tobias Eaton?"
Butterflies enter my stomach in a sworm. What should I say? I think it is to early but I'm not sure. I love him but... I don't know. Maybe we should wait a little bit.
"Yes, I would" Wait! do I oh my goodness I'm not sure what to do until he kisses me. Then I know for sure he is the one. He pulls me closer and then I notice we are the only ones in the hotel rooms. I pull away and look at him in the eyes. At the same time we both say "I love you" and we laugh.I turn around a walk towards the door.
"Where are you going?" he says kind of concerned.
When I reach the door I turn around while locking the door at the same time. Tobias laughs at me and and walks towards me. I start to walk to him too so we me in the middle of the room. when we reach the middle we collide. we fit perfectly together and I start walking backwards ,with our lips still touching, towards the bed. I fall back onto it and he stands still looking at me. I know what he is thinking this could be the first time we have sex. The closest we came to it was actually in a hotel room here but not this one. We stopped though. I sit up on the bed.
" Are you sure Tris?" I know he hasn't done this before and neither have I.
"I think so." and with that he sits on the bed next to me. He fits his lips to mine and pushes me back. My hands find the hem of his shirt just as his do. I laugh in our kiss. I start to lift his shirt up until it is over his head and off.
"May I?" I like that Tobias feels the need to also me it shows that he is a gentlemen
"You may" not even second after that my shirt is off and minutes later our pants. This leave me completely nude and Tobias just in his boxers. We are under the covers and Tobias is on top of me. (A/N I will not go into anymore detail )
I fell asleep on Tobias and wake up in the middle of the night. He is snoring as loud as can be. I forgot that me and Tobias did it last night. I am shocked by the fact I am nude and jump a little. this wakes Tobias.
"Are you okay?"
"Yeah just forgot we you know and the. I woke up nude."
"I did the same thing a couple hours ago"he laughs while saying this.
"The almighty four afraid of being nude in bed with a girl?"
"Not funny Tris..." I give him a death stare. "ok maybe a little"
"So we haven't talked about this yet... .
did you end the fighting between you parents? or is the city still a big mess?"
"I did... my mom had to leave though. The city is war free and is trying to rebuild itself."
"And factions or no?"
"No factions but you should see it. Everyone is trying to work in harmony and the factions are gone and Everyone votes Johanna Reyes as our leader In Government. I was offered a job on the security force but I decided something else."
"And what is that?"
"I'm done with violence and guns, not after you almost died because of that."
"What are you going to do then for a job?
"Maybe politics, I'm not sure we have to wait and see."
"Are we going to go? into the city"
" I want to but I will go wherever you go."
"Then that is where we will go. Into an old city with a clean slate. We can start a new life."
"Only if it is together."
"Forever and always"

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Oh my gosh this chapter was amazing! and I got the forever and always from a divergent high story. I thought it was cute so I used it but changed it up to make it my own. And sorry if I have a lot of grammar problems I'm typing fast on my iphone so I might click wrong key once in a while