Dead melody (Harry Styles/Jai Brooks)

Chapter 25

Eva's POV

I began to wake up. I felt fine. I didn't have a hang over and I didn't feel sick. The only problem is I remembered last night. I groaned slightly as I rolled over. Why did that seem to be such a good idea. Honestly I didn't  regret it. I understood my reasons and honestly I do agree with them just why did I go though with it. It's going to be so awkward between me and Jai now, and he is all I had.

I began to climb out of the bed. I was still in my dress I just wasn't wearing anything under. I looked around and found my undergarments and began to slide them back on as I faced the clock. It read to be 3 o'clock and I was praying that Harry hasn't noticed id been asleep for so long.

I walked to the door, passing the mirror and seeing a broken girl with messy hair and pale skin staring back. Her eyes were dark, her skin was bruised, her eyes were bloodshot and she had sly tears streaking down her cracked cheeks. She didn't recognise that the scary girl staring back at her was actually her. She knew she needed to go to Mary to get washed before she saw anyone.

She began to walk to the room where she knew Mary would be, but she stopped just outside the door when she heard voices

"Did the bath relax you a little" asked Mary's sweet voice

"A little" jais fragile voice spoke back.

She chocked a little as tears began to flood down her face, she held her hand in her mouth to stop her making a whimpering sound.

"Harry is still asleep, I checked on him while you were in the bath"

"I hope that bastard dies In his sleep"

"We all do, now lets get you dressed"

"I can't get it out of my head, Mary, I want to just take her away from this place, even if we live out of a box with half the kingdom after us, as long as I am with her, and she's safe"

"I know Jai, I know"

"It just felt so amazing, I wish I would just be with her all the time, but I know she probably hates me. Mary, I know I shouldn't have gone with it, I know she will hate me because she was drunk, and I took advantage but I couldn't stop myself"

"Slow down jai"

"And I just thought maybe I should do it, maybe it would numb her pain, and I guess it did, she actually seemed happy when it was over, just now I don't imagine she will be happy"

"When she wakes up I'll have a chat with her, make sure she is okay"

"I'll stay out of her way till then, anyway I might go and get a drink, after what Harry said I think I need to also drown my brain out of clear thinking" Jai sighed. she walked walked as she heard him approach the door

"Oh I forgot about that, I can't even with that" Mary's tone was nothing she had heard before, it seemed to pained and destroyed.

"I'll deal with it later" she then stepped into the room next to her as Jai walked out, just so he wouldn't see her.

She waited inside for 10 minutes, leaning against the door crying. She looked to the window, the blue sky and green garden were screaming for her to run out to them, to just strip off the dress which weighed her down and to run free into paradise.

She wanted to badly to be a poor mans wife. She wanted to be jais wife.

She began cry even louder and had to bury her face in her dress to silence the sound.

She felt like she had messed her whole world up, and she kind of wanted to leave the world that she had fucked up

But Jai said to Mary that he liked it, he felt bad about it because he thought he had hurt her, when really she wasn't hurt, she was fine that it happens, in fact she appreciated him for it.

She dried her eyes and stood up.

She wasn't a princess from the story's, she wasn't going to be recused, she'd have to actually do stuff herself, she'd have to fix everything and not wait for someone to do it.

At this moment she had no one, only herself. And in some cases, yourself is your best protector.

Authors POV

I changed the perspective halfway though for symbolism, it will be back to normal the next chapter.