Dead melody (Harry Styles/Jai Brooks)

Chapter 43

Eva's POV

"Give her here I'll escort her to "the room" you need to go help with the clearing" Jai said as he grabbed ahold of me. The man handed me over from his tight grip into jais tight grip

Jai them began to walk me down the corridor and I thought maybe he was in this and was taking me to an room where Harry would legit murder me. With the way he's been acting I wouldn't put it past him.

We ended up dragging me though to the back of the palace and then into the gardens and instantly I knew we were going to the lake.

He wasn't going to harm me.

We got to the lake and he let go of me. My eyes were glossy and I saw him sneeze before I lunged for him

"YOU ARSEHOLE" I yelled as I began to punch him "YOU ABSOLUTE ARSEHOLE YOU PROMISED YOU WOULD NEVER LEAVE ME, THAT YOU WOULD BE THERE FOR ME- NOW LOOK WHERE I AM" I screamed as he grabbed ahold of my wrists

"Eva, calm down" he sounded so calm which just infuriated me even more

"DON'T TELL ME TO CALM DOWN WHEN ARE HAVING LOST A CHILD, PUBLICLY BEATEN AND WITNESSED THE DEATH OF AN SAVIOUR" I snatched my arms away from his grip

"I'm sorry Eva" he said

I didn't even want to say anything. I just glared at him then to the lake

It was too beautiful and I washed everything out of my mind.

I walked towards it and sat myself down, right on the edge, one step closer to falling in.

Jai had hesitated before walking closer

"Maybe I did block you out because I found happiness" he whispered " happiness is a drug and when you have been without it for so long when you finally have it you never want to let go" he then sat himself next to me "and it broke my heart every time I saw you cry so I guess I stopped seeing you cry"

I turned my head to him. I saw a tear roll down his cheek

"Just go back to Lily and-"

"Martha"

"And martha" I sighed. He had a girl. Lily had a child in her arms and I didn't. And that child held half of Jai within it.

I felt a tear prick in my eye

I wanted Jai. I loved him and I wanted to just grab him and allow him to hold me in his arms century's by the lake. I wish I could just jump ontop of him and fuck him till the ground collapsed.

But he wasn't mine.

And honestly that was more painful then any of Harry's beatings

"No, I'm not leaving you Eva" he said firmly and reached his hand to mind. God his touch had something that made me weak.

"WHERE IS SHE!" I heard Harry's voice roar from over in the garden and I felt my heart actually explode

I instantly began to sob and Jai grabbed ahold of me and held me tight

"He doesn't know about this shot" he whispered but I pushed him away and stood up.

If Harry found him helping me he would kill Jai or Lily or even Martha and I couldn't allow any of them to go though that. They didn't deserve it. Jai didn't deserve to lose his life or his wife and child over me.

I wasn't afraid of death.

I then began to walk. I was going to go and Harry and leave him out of it.

I went around so I emerged from a woodland area so the lake was still hidden. I wasn't going to give away that area for Jai. Or his daughter. I don't know if Lily knew about it but I hope she didn't.

I huge guy instantly grabbed ahold of me and began to carry me. All I did was swallow and allowed it.

This is for Jai, he use to help me and even though he stopped. Even though he stopped caring he still helped me at the beginning. He stoped me from falling but didn't catch me when I actually fell. When I fell and he wasn't there to stop me. He was distracted.

While I was being carried I saw Lily staring at me. She was hold Marta in her eyes and she looked...sad.

I never spoke to her, she didn't know me or what I was going though but after Davved....after what happened I think she now realised.

I looked away from her as she rocked the baby gently in her arms.

I saw that no one else was outside. I guess Harry had gone inside to prepare for my slaughter.

I turned back to Lily who was showing her baby a flower and I sighed.

Hopefully that child gets a fairy tale ending.