Dead melody (Harry Styles/Jai Brooks)

Chapter 32

Eva's pov

yeah FUCK NO.

"two words: sex swing" he said as i felt my stomach turn.

I turned my head to the door and thought if I'd maybe be able to make a run for it, but being chained to Harry I'd still end up with him. He'd still get me in the end I could either pray that he passed out from being drunk soon or that this is over fast and easy, even though knowing Harry I doubted it.

He came over to me and began to pull me over to it. I gulped as I could only imagine what nightmare I'd live through . Harry reached to the floor and lifted up a knife, I cringed as he began to swiftly cut off my dress. I felt anger bubble as he was ruining a perfectly good dress but this would soon be the best part of the evening.

"Don't want to be held back" he said in a low voice which made me chock on my own salava from disgust

"Why don't we go to sleep" I said, knowing it was pointless "we are both very tired"

"Nice try" he scoffed as I felt my stomach collapse. I then was invaded by goosebumps as the cold air swept over my exposed body I shivered and Harry grabbed ahold of my hand and ragged it over the lower straps, and began to fiddle around, securing my hand into place so I couldn't pull it away. I felt a tear form in my eye as I pulled at my wrist slightly, reminding myself I was trapped now. He tied my other hand in.

I new better than to fight him back, especially with a baby on the way so I just allowed him to lift my body, securing my back and buttock under thicker snaps then sliding my legs through hoops which he then tightened.

My legs were pulled open and I bit my lip. The room was very dim and I stared at the fuzzy ceiling thinking maybe god could see me. But why wasn't he helping me.

Harry instantly stuck his face (i wanna say vagina but i know some people hate it and i hate the word pussy but my friend use to calls her's fairy so i'll call it fairy as to cause less cringe unless it makes you cringe) in my fairy (kinda sweet too) and began to work his tounge around, flicking it and allowing it to explore.

My eyes began to water. I refused to enjoy it even if my body was saying other wise.

He stopped then spun around the swing so i was laying on my front. The arm and ankle supportd spun to my great relife but when i feel his hands begin to spread my arsecheeks i felt it all disapear

I lowered my head to watch luke from under me. I saw him bend his knees a little before feeling his tounge re glide around arse (fun fact i've licked a guys arse, yes i am gross😁) i felt my legs begin to shake slightly as he began to move down to my fairy, breifly entering with his tounge before moving it further down to a place which made me bite my tounge.

Harry normlly just rammed it in dry with no build up which made the whole experience more of a horror show, but now he was exploding which less harshness. I mean yes i still wasn't wanting this, my hands still clutched and yes I still prayed for it to be over but I felt the sensations and didn't resist.

After loosing jai I needed to allow that feeling I felt with him that night to come back. I have been craving it and as sick as it sounds Harry might be able to bring it back.

Harry stopped and I almost asked if he would carry on but then then got a grip on my waist and pulled my body closer to his. I gulped as his hands moved to my wrist and I felt the tip of his peni godi touch my tinter.

"Look, now this will be done nicely" he said as he slipped himself in. I squeezed my nails into my palm.

He began to thrust in and out, his hands firmly on my hips to stop me from swinging off and away from him, controlling how my body worked on him. His hot short breaths ran along my back as mine filled the air.

I did want so badly to hate it but It reminded me of jai and I didn't mind that. Maybe if I hated him less, gave myself to him, when he would do the inevitable I'd suffer less. He'd make me want it like I do now and I wouldn't cry anymore. Maybe if I hated him less I'd be able to live better. I lost jai, I lost my life being stuck with him. But if I have to live with him for the rest of my days then I better enjoy it.

Especially with this child.

I felt my heart sink. The baby which isn't jai's...

I was cut from my thoughts as Harry grabbed ahold of my hair and I let out a moan. One which had never escaped before with him

"See you like it" he whispered in a breathless tone as he increased his speed and more moans slowly began to escape my mouth as he dick escaped and reentered me in a rapid motion and right before I was about to climax he stopped.

"Tell me you want this" he said as he pulled my hair tighter. I made a confused groan as all I wanted was for him to go on. "You have been moaning for tbe first and got wet so go on"

"Yes" I breathed out, trying to swing myself back to get his dick to reach the spot

"Yes what?" He asked

"Yes I want this"

And with that he got back to work and I felt that euphoric sensation jai gave me run over me, I opened my mouth as my body tensed.

Then the disgust ran over me.