Dead melody (Harry Styles/Jai Brooks)

Chapter 33

Eva's POV

How did I give myself away like that. Just to feel good for a second. Why did I show Harry he would take my body, why didn't I just fart in his face and kill the mood (dOn'T one time I farted on a guy and he went floppy)

He began to untie me as I felt nothing but ruined pride.

But those things that when through my head. To live with myself and him I'd have to grow to want him to at least some degree. To like him, to want him to some extent. I'd have to give myself to him so he didn't ran it in dry or unwanted and leave me crying.

It was sad but it's how my life would be

"Get to bed" he said and pointed once I was down. I went over and climbed under the covers. I huddled my exposed body and longed to go out to the lake, just to give my mind a break but I goes I'd have to live though it like I'd have to with Harry.

Harry came over to the bed and climbed in next to me.

He moved his body closer to me

"You Couldn't resist" he whispered as I felt my stomach turn. I placed my hand on my stomach, over the human growing inside. I wanted to apologise. For his father being a psycho. For his mother actually wanting him to do bad things to her.

I felt a tear run down my cheek as my legs were still shaking a little.

I stared though the darkness for a bit, thinking about Jai and Lily who were probably having amazing non forced sex right now.

Jai's POV

"Wait do you mean?" I asked her again in shock. She grabbed my hand and placed it against her stomach

"I'm pregnant" (imma pretend dates add up. I can't remember when they first met but just incase it wasn't long enough must pretend his had some strong ass sperm) she smiled and I felt my heart just leap for joy

"This is the best wedding gift" I smiled and embraced her into a hug

"I know my family can't know just yet, they need to think I got pregnant this night but isn't it amazing, you're going to be a father"

I was over the moon but I couldn't get what Mary said out of my head. She told me that Eva was pregnant too. Not with my baby but with Luke's and honestly I was scared for her and the baby but I now had Lily and my own son to care about now.

Harry is the dead flower in the garden of roses. There is a high chance of the baby turning out as normal as the rest of us. I'm sure Harry will have nothing to do with raising it either so he won't pick any bad habits from his father I can only pray

My thoughts were cut short with Lily suddenly planting her lips onto mine. I wrapped my hands around her waist and pulled her closer.

"It's been a long night" she whispered as she pulled away and climbed herself into bed

"I love you" I said as I too was in bed. She replied with the same and we both set up for going to sleep but I still had Eva in my thoughts.

She was probably having horrific sex right now. I mean she left early with Luke so it's likely it's over now and she's curled up crying, clutching her stomach praying for a miracle or a way to leave. For a way for her and her baby to escape to a happily ever after even though she knew it would never happen. Maybe she longed for me. Maybe-

My thoughts were cut off when I felt Lily wrapped her arm around me. They all flooded away as my love and thoughts returned to the woman next to me and my child who was growing inside, who'd grow to something grand and my mind was cleared of Eva

Eva's POV

"You're still wet" Harry whispered as I felt my cold hand touch me. I moved my body away from him as I felt a lump rise in my throat. I wanted to run so far away.

But Harry kept his hand moving upwards

"Night son" he whispered as his palm spread across my stomach. His voice sounded loving and genuine, a tone I never heard before. It sounded like he did care for this child alot. Care he never felt for me. I felt my heart lift a little though, maybe this meant he'd be nicer. The child might change the person he is.

I closed my eyes and smiled a little before falling asleep.