Dead melody (Harry Styles/Jai Brooks)

Chapter 30

Eva's POV

We got to the church. The carriage ride consisted of Harry telling me how much he resented having to go. I just stared out the window just trying to focus on my only happy thought; seeing my parents. Telling my mother the "good" news that I was pregnant.

Everything looked great but I couldn't focus on that. I just blurred everything out, I just had to smile and wave by Harry's side, a mindless baboon could do it.

We took out seats at the front. Harry was groaning and making offensive remarks prettty loudly, but I knew, since he was king, that if they heard they wouldn't make a remark on it

"Oh yes Albert, long time no see you old cunt" Harry laughed to an elder man. I nudged away slightly even though it was obvious that I was married to that idiot.

"Harry hush she's about to walk down" I hissed with my voice breaking at the end as it all came into realisation. I was losing Jai to her. Well I had already lost Jai to her by the way he's been acting but this made it official.

I swollowed a cry as I tried to look around for my parents

"I can't see them" I muttered, not expecting Luke to hear

"Actually-" Luke started but was cut off by an old Lady who came and sat next to me. She grabbed ahold of my hands

"I'm so sorry my dear" he aged voice spoke, I turned to Harry slightly then back to her In confusion

"Wha-"

"Your parents, lovely people, it's a shame about the accident" she said with sencer remorse in her voice. But my parents weren't dead? Where they?

"Fuck me you old fool, OI TOBY" Harry yelled to a man as he clicked his fingers. The man came over

"Kill this old bitch please, just shoot her in the yard or some shit she ruined everything" Harry said frustrated. I felt my heart sink and everything around me went slow. Ruined what? Had my parents died and Harry tried to hide it from me?

I stared at the grounds, my vision blurry and my ears filled with the sound of my heart beat as I heard the muffled struggle of the woman being carried away.

I heard Harry's sick laugh as I came back to consciousness

"Wait don't shoot her" I yelled as I stood up. Harry ragged me back down

"Shut the fuck up she's walking down soon"

And soon enough the organs where playing and I heard a bang before Lily began to make her way down.

I didn't even want to look at her, instead I stared at Jai and tried to imagine it was me up there with him

I ended up turning away when she stood at the front with him, her big dress, her radiant beauty. I could hear mumbles about how stunning she looked where as people can't even look at me anymore.

I felt a tear prick my eye as I stared at the stain glass. I looked at the story's they told. They were beautiful and I wished I could be apart of them.

It was finally over and Jai and Lily began to walk off together. I kept my head down.

Then everyone began to leave, I stayed seated. I wanted some alone time, I needed to just figure my thoughts out. I needed to process the shit storm I was hit with.

No body came up to me anymore. They all just gave a glance then walked off. They had a new pretty girl to swoon over. I was old news, too hideous to look at.

Everyone left and it was just me and Harry left, he was searching the back for some of the communal wine, meaning I was alone in the seating area of the church still.

I stood up and began to just walk around, giving my legs a chance to stretch as I inspected the beautiful interior of the church. so stunning and powerful. I hugged my body and I swayed between the chairs.

I was staring up at the mesmerising ceiling when Harry came straggering though the doors.

"We-" he started before he stripped over a step and fell. I just rolled my eyes at him, he was drunk out of his mind

"Get up Harry " I groaned as I realised my minute was over and I was painful dragged back into reality. Harry was crawling on the floor, trying to stand himself up "I'm going out to the carriage, I'll meet you inside" I sighed as I began to make my way out.

Now it was time for the party, and I hoped to be as blacked out as Harry was now.