Chessa:Gunshots

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Tessa's POV

I sat on my bed, busy on my laptop. The world needed to know the truth...
I decided to do a voice over to pictures of us, something sad to get my point and story across...

*Play the song now* at one minute

I'll be honest Chance, I didn't like you at all at first. But that changed. When we went to the gun range, and then dinner. It showed me you actually had feelings. You protected me from being shot, and killed someone so I could live. You stopped me from suicide, and yes I was going to do it. You made me a better person, and I miss you, the real you. Your more then just a man whore and a party boy. Your not an F boi, at least not to me. You respected me and that's all I could ever ask for. That fearless personality and confidence is something I never had, and you helped me find it. But the world may not know how sweet and caring you are. When my sister Bella was kidnapped, you sat there and let me cry in your shoulder. When I got drunk you watched over me. When my dad sent someone to shoot me you searched all night just so you could find me first. Then When my family died your family forced us to breakp up and that broke me. I need you Chance, you were my first true friend. And I f****** loved you Chance Sutton. And I still do weather I want to admit it or not...

Stop song. Or keep listing whatever works!

I hit post and the video went up to Instagram and YouTube. The world needs the truth, which Chance doesn't even know...

I looked at the clock and it had been 4 minutes. I went onto Instagram and saw it had over 4 million likes. Wow... I heard intense footsteps running up the stairs and Chance threw open my bedroom door! "I love you too baby girl!" He said while running over to me. He pulled me into a kiss....

I sat up and rubbed my eyes. I was in my room but where was Chance. I went on my phone... no. There wasn't a video. I googled it. Nothing. It was a dream. Was my mind trying to kill me?! Ugh. I threw my phone against the wall and heard it shatter. I buried my face in my pillow and realized it was 1 am. As if on cue, the front door opens and I herd Alex and Chance. I could hear their drunken voices echo through the hall. Her laugh, like a hyena, rang through my ears. I saw them walk past my room kissing and stumbling, how could they. I couldn't take it anymore. I walked past them in the hallway and straight into Chances room. I stoped in my tracks and looked back at them one more. Ugh.

Running to the bathroom I shut the door behind me, but forgot to lock it. I fumbled to open his medicine cabinet and found his sleeping pills I pulled out all eight and made a glass of water. I took one, then two, three, four, and then Chance ran in.

"T what are you- Tessa stop!"

He hit the other four out of my hand and I broke down in tears falling to the floor. I picked one up next to me and took it, while Chance fumbled with his phone. I think he was crying but I could t tell... the world started to turn darker, noises getting fainter and fainter with each second....

I gave in and closed my eyes, I'm done. It's not worth it. I'm not worth it...all the pain..bye Chance, I love you.